France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
But when Noun, disdaining precautions and defying danger in her turn,
came to him at his home, with her white apron and neckerchief
coquettishly arranged according to the fashion of her country, she was
nothing more than a maid and a maid in the service of a pretty woman--a
circumstance that always makes a soubrette seem like a makeshift. And
yet Noun was very lovely, it was in that dress that he had first seen
her at that village fête where he had forced his way through the crowd
of curious bystanders, and had enjoyed the petty triumph of carrying her
off from a score of rivals. Noun would lovingly remind him of that day;
she did not know, poor child, that Raymon's love did not date back so
far, and that her day of pride had been only a day of vanity to him. And
then the courage with which she sacrificed her reputation to him--that
courage which should have made him love her all the more--displeased
Monsieur de Ramière. The wife of a peer of France who should sacrifice
herself so recklessly would be a priceless conquest; but a lady's maid!
That which is heroism in the one becomes brazen-faced effrontery in the
other. With the one a world of jealous rivals envies you; with the other
a rabble of scandalized flunkeys condemns you. The lady of quality
sacrifices twenty previous lovers to you; the lady's maid sacrifices
only a husband that she might have had.
What can you expect? Raymon was a man of fashionable morals, of elegant
manners, of poetic passion. In his eyes a grisette was not a woman, and
Noun, by virtue of a beauty of the first order, had taken him by
surprise on a day of popular merrymaking. All this was not Raymon's
fault; he had been reared to shine in society, all his thoughts had been
directed toward an exalted goal, all his faculties had been moulded to
enjoy princely good fortune, and the ardor of his blood had led him into
bourgeois amours against his will. He had done all that he possibly
could do to prolong his enjoyment, but he had failed; what was he to do
now? Ideas extravagant in generosity had passed through his brain; on
the days when he was most in love with his mistress he had thought
seriously of raising her to his level, of legitimizing their union. Yes,
upon my honor, he had thought of it; but love, which legitimizes
everything, was growing weaker now; it was passing away with the perils
of the intrigue and the piquant charm of mystery. Marriage was no longer
possible; and note this: Raymon reasoned very cogently and altogether in
his mistress's favor.
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