A silence had fallen. The hum within me no longer sounded. It was a
shock to see that little phantom clock; the movement of its pendulum
was visible, but its ticking heart gave no sound. A preternatural
silence hung like a grey shroud over a universe of shadows. Then I
heard Will's _soundless voice_--heard it clearly now with the knowledge
that it was wholly mental, a transference of thought which only my
imagination and memory endowed with a familiar physical timbre.
"Rob. Come back to us! Hold your thoughts. Stay here with us."
And Bee's imploring voice, "We are here, Rob. All here together. Sit
up--look at us--speak to us."
Was I indeed, nothing now but a mind? Were my thoughts all that
remained of me? I fought for reality; for stability; fought for
anything real that I could clutch, to which desperately I might cling.
Where were Will and Bee? Somewhere here in the shadows. An abyss of
shadows everywhere. I thought I could see a thousand miles into that
pregnant darkness. I could wander in it at will; my thoughts could
wander everywhere.
But I must have conquered, for I found myself sitting up, with Bee and
Will beside me.
* * * * *
"There, that's better." I felt the relief in Will's tone. "Hold
yourself firm--you'll be used to it in a moment. It's strange, isn't
it?"
Strange; scarce have I words--and even those I choose are almost
futile--to picture what I saw and felt. The world I had left lay
all about me--dim, transparent shadows of familiar things. The room
of Will's house--we were sitting just below the level of its floor.
Around the room--above it, to one side of it--the phantom house
itself was visible. Beyond the house, the gardens, the sombre ghosts
of trees standing about--a shadowy semblance of the winding village
street--other houses--a hill in the distance--
Mingled with all these shadows--the reality I had left--was the reality
in which now I existed. The Borderland, we had been calling it. A
vast realm of luminous darkness. A rolling slope upon which we were
sitting--a slope, something newly tangible at least, which I could
vaguely see and vaguely feel beneath me. A realm of pregnant darkness,
filled with the shadows of the world I had left; and filled also
with things as yet unseen--things as yet unthought.... The realm of
unthought things....
Will's voice seemed saying, "So strange--but you'll be used to it
presently."
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