And Petter Nord sat there and believed that it was for love she had
called him. He could not know that she believed him vindictive, coarse,
degraded, a drunkard and a bully. He who was an example to all his
comrades in the working quarter, he could not guess that she had
summoned him, in order to preach virtue and good habits to him, in
order to say to him, if nothing else helped: “Look at me, Petter Nord!
It is your want of judgment, your vindictiveness, that is the cause of
my death. Think of it, and begin another life!”
He had come filled with love of life and dreams to celebrate love’s
festival, and she lay there and thought of plunging him into the black
depths of remorse.
There must have been something of the glory of the kingly crown shining
on her, which made her hesitate so that she decided to question him
first.
“But, Petter Nord, was it really you who were here with those three
terrible men?”
He flushed and looked on the ground. Then he had to tell her the whole
story of the day with all its shame. In the first place, what
unmanliness he had shown in not sooner demanding justice, and how he
had only gone because he was forced to it, and then how he had been
beaten and whipped instead of beating some one himself. He did not dare
to look up while he was speaking; he did expect that even those gentle
eyes would judge him with forbearance. He felt that he was robbing
himself of all the glory with which she must have surrounded him in her
dreams.
“But Petter Nord, what would have happened if you had met Halfvorson?”
asked Edith, when he had finished.
He hung his head even lower. “I saw him well enough,” he said. “He had
not gone away. He was working in his garden outside the gates. The boy
in the shop told me everything.”
“Well, why did you not avenge yourself?” said Edith.
He was spared nothing.—But he felt the inquiring glance of her eyes on
him and he began obediently: “When the men lay down to sleep on a
slope, I went alone to find Halfvorson, for I wished to have him to
myself. He was working there, staking his peas. It must have rained in
torrents the day before, for the peas had been broken down to the
ground; some of the leaves were whipped to ribbons, others covered with
earth. It was like a hospital, and Halfvorson was the doctor. He raised
them up so gently, brushed away the earth and helped the poor little
things to cling to the twigs. I stood and looked on. He did not hear
me, and he had no time to look up. I tried to retain my anger by force.
But what could I do? I could not fly at him while he was busy with the
peas. My time will come afterwards, I thought.
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