“But then he started up, struck himself on the forehead and rushed away
to the hotbed. He lifted the glass and looked in, and I looked too, for
he seemed to be in the depths of despair. Yes, it was dreadful, of
course. He had forgotten to shade it from the sun, and it must have
been terribly hot under the glass. The cucumbers lay there half-dead
and gasped for breath; some of the leaves were burnt, and others were
drooping. I was so overcome, I too, that I never thought what I was
doing, and Halfvorson caught sight of my shadow. ‘Look here, take the
watering-pot that is standing in the asparagus bed and run down to the
river for water,’ he said, without looking up. I suppose he thought it
was the gardener’s boy. And I ran.”
“Did you, Petter Nord?”
“Yes; you see, the cucumbers ought not to suffer on account of our
enmity. I thought myself that it showed lack of character and so on,
but I could not help it. I wanted to see if they would come to life.
When I came back, he had lifted the glass off and still stood and
stared despairingly. I thrust the watering-pot into his hand, and he
began to pour over them. Yes, it was almost visible what good it did in
the hotbed. I thought almost that they raised themselves, and he must
have thought so too, for he began to laugh. Then I ran away.”
“You ran away, Petter Nord, you ran away?”
Edith had raised herself in the arm-chair.
“I could not strike him,” said Petter Nord.
Edith felt an ever stronger impression of the glory round poor Petter
Nord’s head. So it was not necessary to plunge him into the depths of
remorse with the heavy burden of sin around his neck. Was he such a
man? Such a tender-hearted, sensitive man! She sank back, closed her
eyes and thought. She did not need to say it to him. She was astonished
that she felt such a relief not to have to cause him pain.
“I am so glad that you have given up your plans for revenge, Petter
Nord,” she began in friendly tones. “It was about that that I wished to
talk to you. Now I can die in peace.”
He drew along breath. She was not unfriendly.
She did not look as if she had been mistaken in him. She must love him
very much when she could excuse such cowardice.—For when she said that
she had sent for him to ask him to give up his thoughts of revenge, it
must have been from bashfulness not to have to acknowledge the real
reason of the summons. She was so right in it. He who was the man ought
to say the first word.
“How can they let you die?” he burst out. “Halfvorson and all the
others, how can they? If I were here, I would refuse to let you die. I
would give you all my strength. I would take all your suffering.”
“I have no pain,” she said, smiling at such bold promises.
“I am thinking that I would like to carry you away like a frozen bird,
lay you under my vest like a young squirrel. Fancy what it would be to
work if something so warm and soft was waiting for one at home! But if
you were well, there would be so many—”
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