But if this was not she, who knows if it was not a greeting from her.
Petter Nord felt that he had no right to escape. She had said that he
was to go up to the graveyard. She must have meant that he was to wait
for her there, so that she could find him to give him his punishment.
The funeral was a greeting, a token. She wished him to wait for her
there.
To his sick brain the low churchyard wall rose as high as a rampart. He
stared despairingly at the frail trellis-gate; it was like the most
solid door of oak. He was imprisoned. He could never get away, until
she herself came up and brought him his punishment.
What she was going to do with him he did not know. Only one thing was
distinct and clear; that he must wait here until she came for him.
Perhaps she would take him with her into the grave; perhaps she would
command him to throw himself from the mountain. He could not know—he
must wait for a while yet.
Reason fought a despairing struggle: “You are innocent, Petter Nord. Do
not grieve over what you have not caused! She has not sent you any
messages. Go down to your work! Lift your foot and you are over the
wall; push with one finger and the gate is open.”
No, he could not. Most of the time he was in a stupor, a trance. His
thoughts were indistinct, as when on the point of falling asleep. He
only knew one thing, that he must stay where he was.
The news came to her lying and fading in emulation with the rootless
birches. “Petter Nord, with whom you played one summer day, is in the
graveyard waiting for you. Petter Nord, whom your uncle has frightened
out of his senses, cannot leave the graveyard until your flower-decked
coffin comes to fetch him.”
The girl opened her eyes as if to look at the world once more. She sent
a message to Petter Nord. She was angry at his mad pranks. Why could
she not die in peace? She had never wished that he should have any
pangs of conscience for her sake.
The bearer of the message came back without Petter Nord. He could not
come. The wall was too high and the gate too strong. There was only one
who could free him.
During those days they thought of nothing else in the little town. “He
is there; he is there still,” they told one another every day. “Is he
mad?” they asked most often, and some who had talked with him answered
that he certainly would be when “she” came. But they were exceedingly
proud of that martyr to love who gave a glory to the town. The poor
took him food. The rich stole up on the mountain to catch a glimpse of
him.
But Edith, who could not move, who lay helpless and dying, she who had
so much time to think, with what was she occupying herself? What
thoughts revolved in her brain day and night? Oh, Petter Nord, Petter
Nord! Must she always see before her the man who loved her, who was
losing his mind for her sake, who really, actually was in the graveyard
waiting for her coffin.
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