Fiction; Short stories, German -- Translations into English
But a week later he returned to the subject sort of by the way.
"You ought to go there again after all, uncle."
"Are you crazy, boy?" I said, though I felt as good as if a woman's
soft warm hand were tickling the nape of my neck.
"You needn't mention me," he said, examining the tips of his boots,
"but if you go there several times, perhaps things will gradually right
themselves."
Gentlemen, you couldn't have broken a reed more easily than my
resolution.
So I drove over again. And again and again.
I would let old Krakow go on with his vapourings, and I'd drink the
coffee his wife made for me, and listen devoutly while Iolanthe sang
her loveliest songs, even though music--in general--well, the oftener I
visited Krakowitz the uncannier the business became, but something
always tugged me back again. I couldn't help myself.
The old Adam in me, before going to sleep forever, wanted a Last
Supper, even if it consisted of nothing but the pleasant sensation of a
woman's nearness. In the depths of my soul I had no hopes of anything
beyond that.
To be sure, Iolanthe continued to cast furtive glances at me, but what
they indicated--whether a reproach, a cry for help, or merely the wish
to be admired--I never could make out.
Then--on my third or fourth visit--the following happened.
It was early in the afternoon--blazing hot. From boredom or impatience
I drove to Krakowitz.
"The Baron and Baroness are asleep," said the lackey, "but the young
lady is on the verandah."
I began to suspect all sorts of things, and my heart started to thump.
I wanted to go back home again, but when I saw her standing there, tall
and snowy white in her mull dress, as if chiselled in marble, my old
asininity came upon me again, stronger than ever.
"How nice of you to come, Baron," she said. "I've been frightfully
bored. Let's go take a walk in the garden. There's a cool arbour where
we can have a pleasant chat without being disturbed."
When she put her arm in mine, I began to tremble. I tell you, climbing
a hill under fire was easier than going down those steps.
She said nothing--I said nothing. The atmosphere grew heavier. The
gravel crunched under our tread, the bees buzzed about the spiraea
bushes. Nothing else to be heard far or near. She clung to my arm quite
confidentially, and every now and then made me stop when she pulled out
a weed or plucked a piece of mignonette to tickle her nose with for an
instant and then throw it away.
"I wish I loved flowers," she said. "There are so many people who love
flowers, or say they love them. In love affairs you can never get at
the truth."
"Why not?" I asked. "Don't you think it ever happens that two human
beings like each other and say so--quite simply--without design or
ulterior motives?"
"Like each other--like each other," she said tauntingly. "Are you such
an icicle that you translate 'love' by 'like'?"
"Unfortunately, whether I am an icicle or not no longer matters," I
answered.
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