England -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Repression (Psychology) -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
Three months later Maggie turned up again in a black hat and gown for
best, red-eyed and humble.
“I came to see, ma’am, whether you’d take me back, as I ‘aven’t got Baby
now.”
“You haven’t got him?”
“‘E died, ma’am, last month. I’d put him with a woman in the country.
She was highly recommended to me. Very highly recommended she was, and I
paid her six shillings a week. But I think she must ‘ave done something
she shouldn’t.”
“Oh, Maggie, you don’t mean she was cruel to him?”
“No, ma’am. She was very fond of him. Everybody was fond of Baby. But
whether it was the food she gave him or what, ‘e was that wasted you
wouldn’t have known him. You remember what he was like when he was
here.”
“I remember.”
She remembered. She remembered. Fat and round in his white shawl and
knitted cap when Maggie carried him down the garden path.
“I should think she’d a done something, shouldn’t you, ma’am?”
She thought: No. No. It was I who did it when I sent him away.
“I don’t know, Maggie. I’m afraid it’s been very terrible for you.”
“Yes, ma’am.... I wondered whether you’d give me another trial, ma’am.”
“Are you quite sure you want to come to me, Maggie?”
“Yes’m.... I’m sure you’d a kept him if you could have borne to see him
about.”
“You know, Maggie, that was _not_ the reason why you left. If I take you
back you must try not to be careless and forgetful.”
“I shan’t ‘ave nothing to make me. Before, it was first Baby’s father
and then ‘im.”
She could see that Maggie didn’t hold her responsible. After all, why
should she? If Maggie had made bad arrangements for her baby, Maggie was
responsible.
She went round to Lizzie and Sarah to see what they thought. Sarah
thought: Well--it was rather a difficult question, and Harriett resented
her hesitation.
“Not at all. It rested with Maggie to go or stay. If she was incompetent
I wasn’t bound to keep her just because she’d had a baby. At that rate I
should have been completely in her power.”
Lizzie said she thought Maggie’s baby would have died in any case, and
they both hoped that Harriett wasn’t going to be morbid about it.
Harriett felt sustained. She wasn’t going to be morbid. All the same,
the episode left her with a feeling of insecurity.
XII
The young girl, Robin’s niece, had come again, bright-eyed, eager, and
hungry, grateful for Sunday supper.
Harriett was getting used to these appearances, spread over three years,
since Robin’s wife had asked her to be kind to Mona Floyd. Mona had come
this time to tell her of her engagement to Geoffrey Carter. The news
shocked Harriett intensely.
“But, my dear, you told me he was going to marry your little friend,
Amy--Amy Lambert. What does Amy say to it?”
“What _can_ she say? I know it’s a bit rough on her----”
“You know, and yet you’ll take your happiness at the poor child’s
expense.”
“We’ve got to. We can’t do anything else.”
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