Madame Roland: A Biographical StudyTarbell, Ida M. (Ida Minerva)
History
Madame Roland: A Biographical Study
Tarbell, Ida M. (Ida Minerva)
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799; Roland, Madame, 1754-1793
When little Manon Phlipon first read the _Lives_, the stories of these
noble deeds moved her almost to delirium. She carried her book to church
all through one Lent in guise of a prayer-book and read through the
service. When at night, alone in her room, she leaned from the window
and looked upon the Pont Neuf and Seine, she wept that she had not been
born in Athens or Sparta. She was beginning to apply to herself what she
read, to feel that the noble actions which aroused such depths of
feeling in her heart were not only glorious to hear of but to perform.
She was filled with awe at the idea that she was herself a creature
capable of sublime deeds. A solemn sense of responsibility was awakened,
and she felt that she must form her soul for a worthy future. When most
children are busy with toys she was trembling before a mysterious
possibility,—a life of great and good deeds, a possibility which she
faintly felt was dependent upon her own efforts.
[Illustration:
THE PLACE DAUPHINE IN THE EIGHTEENTH CENTURY.
Mademoiselle Phlipon lived in the second story of the house on the
left.
]
Once penetrated by this splendid ideal, however vague it may have been,
it was inevitable that the rites of the Church, full of mysticism and
exaltation, the teachings of devotion and self-abnegation, the pictures
of lives spent in holy service, should appeal deeply to Manon’s
sensitive and untrained consciousness. As the time of her first
communion approached, and curé and friends combined to impress upon the
child the solemn and eternal importance of the act, she was more and
more stirred by dread and exaltation. All her time was given to
meditation, to prayer, to pious reading. Every day she fingered the
_Lives of the Saints_, sighing after the times when the fury of the
pagans bestowed the crown of martyrdom upon Christians.
The necessary interruptions to her devotions which occurred in the
household, disturbed her. At last she felt that she could not endure any
longer the profane atmosphere; throwing herself at her parents’ feet,
she begged to be allowed to go to a convent to prepare for the
sacrament. M. and Madame Phlipon, touched by the zeal of their daughter,
consented to let her leave them for a year.
It was not a difficult matter to find a convent suitable for a young
girl of any class, in the Paris of the eighteenth century. That selected
by the Phlipons for Manon stood in the Rue Neuve Ste. Étienne, a street
now known as Rue Rollin and Rue Navarre. The convent, Dames de la
Congrégation de Notre Dame, established in 1645, was well known for the
gratuitous instruction its sisters gave the children of the very poor as
well as for the simplicity and honesty with which the _pension_ for
young girls was conducted, a thing which could not be said of many of
the convents of that day.
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