There he was, at any rate, in his room fixing, let us say, his tie pin
in his necktie. He had got out the small bag into which he put as he
thought of them, the things he might need. In the next room his wife,
the woman who in the process of living her life had become the large
heavy inert one, was lying in silence on her bed as she had but a short
while before been lying on the bed in the presence of himself and his
daughter.
What dark and terrible things were in her mind? Or was her mind a blank
as John Webster sometimes thought it had become?
At his back, in the same room with himself, was his daughter, in
her thin nightgown and with her hair fallen down about her face and
shoulders. Her body--he could see the reflection of it in the glass
as he arranged the tie--was drooped and limp. The experiences of
the evening had no doubt taken something out of her body, perhaps
permanently. He wondered about that and his eyes in roving about the
room found again the Virgin with the candles burning by her side
looking calmly at the scene. It was that calmness men worshipped in the
Virgin perhaps. It was a strange turn of events that had led him to
bring her, the calm one, into the room, to make her a part of the whole
remarkable affair. No doubt it was the calm virginal thing he was at
that moment in the process of taking out of his daughter, it was the
coming of that element out of her body that had left her so limp and
apparently lifeless. There was no doubt he had been daring. The hand
that was arranging the tie trembled a little.
Doubt came. As I have said the house was at that moment very silent.
In the next room his wife, lying on the bed, made no sound. She floated
in a sea of silence, as she had done ever since that other night, long
before, when shame, in the form of a naked and distraught man, had
embraced her nakedness in the presence of those others.
Had he in turn done the same thing to his daughter? Had he plunged her
also into that sea? It was a startling and terrible thought. One did
no doubt upset things by becoming insane in a sane world or sane in
an insane world. Quite suddenly everything became upset, turned quite
upside down.
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