He went through the door into his shop. Near by, at a machine, a man
was sawing boards. There was no doubt the pieces selected for the
making of his washing machine were not always of the best. Some of
the pieces would soon enough break. They were put into a part of the
machine where it didn’t so much matter, where they wouldn’t be seen.
The machines had to be sold at a low price. He felt a little ashamed
and then laughed. One might easily become involved in small things when
there were big rich things to be thought about. One was a child and had
to learn to walk. What was it one had to learn? To walk about smelling
things, tasting things, feeling things perhaps. One had to learn who
else was in the world besides oneself, for one thing. One had to look
about a little. It was all very well to be thinking that better boards
should be put into washing machines that poor women bought, but one
might easily become corrupted by giving oneself over to such thoughts.
There was danger of a kind of smug self-righteousness got from thinking
about putting only good boards in washing machines. He had known men
like that and had always had a kind of contempt for them.
He went on through the factory, past rows of men and boys standing at
machines at work, forming the various parts of the washing machines,
putting the parts together, painting and packing the machines for
shipment. The upper part of the building was given over to the storage
of materials. He walked through piles of cut boards to a window that
looked down upon the shallow and now half-dry stream on the banks of
which the factory stood. There were signs all about forbidding smoking
in the factory, but he had forgotten and now took a cigarette out of
his pocket and lighted it.
A rhythm of thought went on within him that was in some way related to
the rhythm of the bodies of the black men at work in the forest of the
world of his imagination. He had been standing before his factory door
in a town in the state of Wisconsin but at the same time he was in the
South, with some blacks working on a river, and at the same time with
some fishermen on the shore of the Sea of Galilee, when a man came down
to the shore and began to say strange words. “There must be more than
one of me,” he thought vaguely and when his mind had formed the thought
something seemed to have happened within himself. A few moments before,
as he stood in the presence of Natalie Swartz down in the office, he
had thought of her body as a house within which she lived. That was
an illuminating thought too. Why could not more than one person live
within such a house?
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