Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
After that
I knew nothing more; everything seemed dark; there was a noise in the
distance. I could hear voices far, far away. I had managed to escape
from my poor nurse, and had fallen down on the pavement in front of my
aunt. I had broken my arm in two places, and injured my left kneecap. I
only came to myself again a few hours later, to find that I was in a
beautiful, wide bed which smelled very nice. It stood in the middle of a
large room, with two lovely windows, which made me very joyful, for I
could see the ceiling of the street through them.
My mother, who had been sent for immediately, came to take care of me,
and I saw the rest of my family, my aunts and my cousins. My poor little
brain could not understand why all these people should suddenly be so
fond of me, when I had passed so many days and nights only cared for by
one single person. As I was weakly, and my bones small and friable, I
was two years recovering from this terrible fall, and during that time
was nearly always carried about. I will pass over these two years of my
life, which have left me only a vague memory of being petted, and of a
chronic state of torpor.
One day my mother took me on her knees, and said to me: “You are a big
girl now, and you must learn to read and write.” I was then seven years
old, and could neither read, write, nor count, as I had been five years
with the old nurse, and two years ill. “You must go to school,”
continued my mother, playing with my curly hair, “like a big girl.”
I did not know what all this meant, and I asked what a school was.
“It’s a place where there are many little girls,” replied my mother.
“Are they ill?” I asked.
“Oh, no! They are quite well, as you are now, and they play together,
and are very gay and happy.”
I jumped about in delight, and gave free vent to my joy, but on seeing
tears in my mother’s eyes, I flung myself in her arms.
“But what about you, mamma?” I asked. “You will be all alone, and you
won’t have any little girl.”
She bent down to me and said:
“God has told me that he will send me some flowers, and a little baby.”
My delight was more and more boisterous.
“Then I shall have a little brother?” I exclaimed, “or else a little
sister? Oh, no, I don’t want that, I don’t like little sisters!”
Mamma kissed me very affectionately, and then I was dressed, I remember,
in a blue, corded velvet frock, of which I was very proud. Arrayed thus
in all my splendor, I waited impatiently for Aunt Rosine’s carriage,
which was to take us to Auteuil.
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