Science fiction, French -- Translations into English
My puppets did indeed make an impression on me by reason of the rôle
I assigned them. As I always reserved for myself that of protagonist,
hero, conqueror, I easily surmounted that terror during the day, but at
night, though the hero became little Nicolas Vermont, an urchin, the
barrel remained a dragon. Cowering under the sheets, my mind excited
by the story which my aunt had just finished, I _knew_ the garden was
peopled with my terrifying fancies, and that Briareus was mounting
guard there all the time, and that the dreadful barrel, resuscitated,
hiding its claws with its wings, watched my window from afar.
At that age I despaired of ever being, later on in life, like other
people, and able to face the dark. And yet my fears did vanish,
leaving me impressionable no doubt, but not a coward; and it was indeed
I who found myself without dismay lost in the lonely wood--all too
empty, alas, of fairies and enchanters.
I had just reached this point in my _reverie_, when a sort of vague
noise arose in the Fonval direction; an ox’s lowing, and something like
a dog’s long mournful howl. That was all--and then the sleeping calm
returned.
Some minutes elapsed, and next I heard an owl hoot somewhere between
myself and the _château_; another raised its voice not so far away as
the first; and then others took flight from places nearer and nearer
me, as if the passage of some creature were scaring them.
And indeed a light sound of steps like the trot of some four-footed
animal, made itself heard and drew nearer on the roadway. I listened
for some time to the beast moving to and fro in the labyrinth, losing
itself like me perhaps, and then suddenly it appeared before me.
One could not mistake its spreading antlers, the height of its neck
and the delicacy of its ears; it was a stag of ten. But hardly had I
perceived it than it made off in a sudden _volte-face_. Then--had it
gathered itself in to spring?--its body seemed to me strangely low and
paltry, and was it a mere reflection?--seemed to me to be of a white
color. The animal disappeared in a twinkling, and its little galloping
steps died quickly away.
Had I at the first glance taken a goat for a stag? Or had I at the
second glance taken a stag for a goat? To tell the truth, I was much
interested and puzzled; so much so that I asked myself whether I were
not going to resume the soul of the child I had been at Fonval.
But a little reflection made me realize that hunger, fatigue and
sleepiness, helped out by moonshine, may easily cause one’s eyes to be
deceived, and that a ray falling on an object and transforming it is no
unwonted phenomenon.
I rather regretted it; for, having lost my terror of the mysterious,
I had still kept my love for it. I am one of those who are sorry that
“Philosophy has clipped an angel’s wings,” and yet I cannot let a
mystery remain a mystery for me.
Now this beast was really a very extraordinary beast.
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