Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863 — John Shaqi
Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
A sunny, bright afternoon. Our men are all improving, none dangerously
ill; the most of them have sought the yard, to walk, to smoke, to sing,
or play at such games as cannot be carried on in-doors. Everything has
a more cheerful aspect than usual. If melancholy and depression are
infectious, so, happily, are mirth and gayety; and as the chorus of one
of our favorite army songs rings out on the air, I find myself joining
in it, as I spring up the stairs, two at a time, on an errand. Scarcely
noticing where I am going, I suddenly stumble upon something on the stair.
“Why, Gavin, can that be you?”
Dashed upon the floor, his face buried in his hands, his whole attitude
denoting utter despair, he does not even move or notice my question.
While I am standing, looking and wondering, let me give you a little
knowledge of him, as he appears in the wards. Some time since I was much
struck, on coming to the hospital, by the soldier acting as guard at the
door. His erect and military bearing, well-made figure, and broad chest,
with the certain “je ne sais quoi” of a gentleman, rather impressed me,
as he lifted his cap and saluted as I approached.
“Who is our gentlemanly guard to-day?” said I to M., on entering our room.
“Just come; a fine-looking fellow, isn’t he? I have just been finding
out his history. He is terribly reserved, but I have made out that he
is a Northerner who went to the South to settle; was impressed, sorely
against his will, at the time of the breaking out of the war; was taken
ill, and allowed, as he was useless, to come here to see his mother, who
was also ill; he, of course, never returned, although he had letters from
his Colonel, which he showed, first offering him a Lieutenancy, and then
a Captaincy; but he prefers, he says, to be a Private in our own army, to
the highest position in theirs.”
“Well?” said I, as she paused.
“That’s all; he told me nothing more; but that as soon as he came North
he enlisted, was taken sick in camp, and sent here.”
“His history, then, is still to hear,” I said; “he hasn’t accounted for
his interesting melancholy, or the mournful expression of those large,
dark eyes which strike you the moment you look at him, and yet there is
something about him--a sort of dark look--which I don’t altogether fancy.”
“Oh! you want to make up a romantic story for him, do you? Well, find it
out, if you can; I have told you all that he would tell me, and yet, I
confess I was struck with his language; it was certainly much above that
of most of our men here.”
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