There was once an old cashier in some ancient City establishment, whose
practice was to spend his yearly holiday in relieving some turnpike-man
at his post, and performing all the duties appertaining thereunto. This
was vulgarly taken to be an instance of mere mill-horse enslavement to
his groove—the reception of payments; and it was spoken of both in
mockery of all mill-horses and for the due admonishment of others. And
yet that clerk had discovered for himself an unique method of seeing
Life at its best, the flowing, hurrying, travelling, marketing Life of
the Highway; the life of bagman and cart, of tinker, and pig-dealer,
and all cheery creatures that drink and chaffer together in the sun. He
belonged, above all, to the scanty class of clear-seeing persons who
know both what they are good for and what they really want. To know
what you would like to do is one thing; to go out boldly and do it is
another—and a rarer; and the sterile fields about Hell-Gate are strewn
with the corpses of those who would an if they could.
To be sure, being bent on the relaxation most congenial to one’s soul,
it is possible to push one’s disregard for convention too far: as is
seen in the case of another, though of an earlier generation, in the
same establishment. In his office there was the customary
“attendance-book,” wherein the clerks were expected to sign each day.
Here his name one morning ceases abruptly from appearing; he signs,
indeed, no more. Instead of signature you find, a little later, writ in
careful commercial hand, this entry: “Mr—- did not attend at his office
to-day, having been hanged at eight o’clock in the morning for
horse-stealing.” Through the faded ink of this record do you not seem
to catch, across the gulf of years, some waft of the jolly humanity
which breathed in this prince among clerks? A formal precisian,
doubtless, during business hours; but with just this honest love of
horseflesh lurking deep down there in him—unsuspected, sweetening the
whole lump. Can you not behold him, freed from his desk, turning to
pursue his natural bent, as a city-bred dog still striveth to bury his
bone deep in the hearth-rug? For no filthy lucre, you may be sure, but
from sheer love of the pursuit itself! All the same, he erred; erred,
if not in taste, at least in judgment: for we cannot entirely acquit
him of blame for letting himself be caught.
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