Christian fiction; Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
She had not wept like that since she was a capable, controlled little
girl; but the tears somehow cleared the cobwebs from her eyes and
heart. She knew now that those beautiful things of her mother’s were
gone, and her strong suspicions were that she was the cause of it
all. Some one else was enjoying them so that the money they brought
could be used to keep her in college! And she had been blaming her
father for not having managed somehow to let her stay longer! All
these months, or perhaps years for aught she knew, he had been
straining and striving to keep her from knowing how hard he and her
dear mother were saving and scrimping to make her happy and give her
the education she wanted; and she selfish, unloving girl that she
was, had been painting, drawing, studying, directing class plays,
making fudge, playing hockey, reading delightful books, attending
wonderful lectures and concerts, studying beautiful pictures, and all
the time growing farther and farther away from the dear people who
were giving their lives—yes, literally giving their lives, for they
couldn’t have had much enjoyment in living at this rate—to make it
all possible for her!
Oh! she saw it all clearly enough now, and she hated herself for
it. She began to go back over last night and how she had met them.
She visualized their faces as they stood at the gate eagerly
awaiting her; and she, little college snob that she was, was ashamed
to greet them eagerly because she was with a fine lady and her
probably snobbish son. Her suddenly awakened instinct recalled the
disappointed look on the tired father’s face and the sudden dulling
of the merry twinkles of gladness in the children’s eyes. Oh! she
could see it all now, and each new memory and conviction brought a
stab of pain to her heart. Then, as if the old walls of the house
took up the accusation against her, she began to hear over again the
plaintive voices of Louise and Harry as they wiped the dishes and
talked her over. It was all too plain that she had been weighed in
the balances and found wanting. Something in the pitiful wistfulness
of Harry’s voice as he had made that quick turn about interior
decoration roused her at last to the present and her immediate duty.
It was no use whatever to sit here and cry about it when such a
mountain of work awaited her. The lady on the train had been right
when she told her there would be plenty of chance for her talents.
She had not dreamed of any such desolation as this, of course; but
it was true that the opportunity, if one could look on it as an
opportunity, was great, and she would see what she could do. At least
things could be clean and tidy. And there should be waffles! That was
a settled thing, waffles for the first meal. And she arose and looked
about her with the spirit of victory in her eyes and in the firm,
sweet line of her quivering lips.
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