Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
At dinner the engaged couple did not sit next each other. As there
were strangers among the company, Lord Delaford thought it more
delicate towards Isabella not to bring observation upon her. As a safe
person he offered his arm to Fanny, and consequently sat next to her.
Totally unsuspicious of her preference, and feeling on the contrary
that her coldness had nipped in the bud the affection he had at first
been inclined to entertain for her, he spoke to her of his happiness
with the frankness of a friend. He expatiated on the perfections of
Isabella, on the beautiful union of liveliness and of gaiety with that
depth of feeling, which, though people in general might not suspect it,
formed the true basis of her character.
Lovers always invest the object of their love with such merits as they
have settled in their own minds to be indispensable qualifications.
There is also something particularly fascinating in the idea that
one has discovered hidden treasures of mind that have escaped the
observation of the common herd.
Every word that Lord Delaford uttered was a several infliction on
Fanny. All he said of Isabella’s liveliness and gaiety she felt was an
unflattering contrast to what her manner, of late at least, had been.
All he said of Isabella’s sensibility she knew to be far from true;
and she, who was wrestling with a thousand conflicting feelings, was
treated by implication, as a calm, cold, philosophical automaton, by
the very person who was torturing them almost past endurance. Every
word that he spoke of hope and happiness, was answered by an internal
groan of hopelessness and misery.
But her countenance was unchanged; and her eyes, which were habitually
downcast, only remained the more firmly riveted to the table-cloth, for
fear they should allow any of the emotions that were working within, to
shine through them.
When the ladies retired, the mammas congratulated Lady Elmsley in
audible whispers upon the brilliant prospects which they perceived were
opening before her daughter, and the daughters looked arch when they
asked Fanny what sort of a person their new neighbour Lord Delaford was.
The fire and earnestness of his manner at dinner, and the downcast
reserve of Fanny’s, coupled with the reports which had previously been
abroad, in consequence of Lord Delaford’s frequent and protracted
visits to Elmsley Priory, had been misconstrued by them all, and they
fancied the case so clear, that it was fair to congratulate, and to
quiz.
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