Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
In vain Fanny repelled all their insinuations with something
approaching annoyance and peevishness. Isabella cast a meaning glance
of amazement, and of mutual understanding, which only confirmed the
young ladies in their preconceived notion; and when the gentlemen
came into the room, they contrived to leave a place vacant by Fanny,
while they crowded round Isabella at the pianoforte, to look at a new
song, and be rapturous over a new _galop_. Lord Delaford, who thought
he had done his duty in avoiding Isabella at dinner, was only intent
upon gaining a place next her, and did not even perceive Fanny, who
had been detained from joining the young set, by an old lady who was
very particular in ascertaining the stitch of Fanny’s work. By the
time Fanny had completely explained the mysteries of the stitch, Lord
Delaford was among the youthful party, and she then felt it utterly
impossible to get up, and to walk across the room to that side of it
where he was.
She saw Lord Delaford’s devoted manner to Isabella: she felt herself
deserted! she knew by intuition, that all the people who had just
been complimenting, congratulating, and quizzing, were in the act of
becoming aware that she was not the object of his attention, that she
was not the attraction to Elmsley Priory.
Such trifles as these, when the blighted prospects of a life are in
question, seem to an observer, and to the person concerned, when once
they are past, as not deserving of a thought, yet, at the moment, they
add not a little to the bitter feelings of an already crushed spirit.
Singing became the order of the evening, and Fanny was of course called
upon. She had had time to reflect upon her present position, and also
to resolve it should ever remain unknown to others; she roused all her
energies, and the unusual excitement brought colour into her cheeks,
and animation into her eyes. There were other gentlemen in the room,
and they were enthusiastic in their admiration of the power, sweetness,
pathos of Miss Elmsley’s voice. But what were these praises to her?
They fell cold and sickening on her heart; Lord Delaford had been in
low and earnest conversation with Isabella in the embrasure of the
window, and scarcely knew that she had been singing. When the music
was over, however, they left their retirement, and both were struck
with the fire, the gleam of worked-up resolution in Fanny’s eyes,
and Lord Delaford whispered to Isabella, “How brilliant your cousin
looks to-night!” These few words made her heart beat with a joy at
which she was herself shocked, and when she retired for the night,
she looked courageously into her own feelings, and severely reproved
herself for having felt pleasure in exciting a look of admiration
in the betrothed of her cousin. She determined no longer to give
way to sad retrospection—to dwell no more on blighted hopes, but to
further, as far as in her lay, their future prospects of happiness.
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