Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
She knew Isabella’s character thoroughly, and could not but be aware
there were many points in it which were not calculated to make a
happy _ménage_. Love of admiration, a consciousness of power, and a
delight in exercising that power, were among the most conspicuous. She
also thought Lord Delaford was a man likely to be much influenced by
those he loved, and lived with—and she resolved, if possible, to lead
Isabella’s mind towards using her influence over him for none but good
purposes.
She came down to breakfast the next morning placid, and even cheerful.
Isabella, whose mind had been quite relieved from the lurking
apprehension of having cut out her gentle and unpresuming cousin,
by the brilliancy and animation of Fanny the preceding evening, and
had settled that she could not care about Lord Delaford, as she was
so evidently elated by the admiration of the other gentlemen, was
completely confirmed in this notion by her cheerfulness at breakfast,
and by the manner in which she opened the conversation upon Isabella’s
marriage when they were alone.
In vain did Fanny try to inspire her with the same notions of devotion
and self-sacrifice which she herself entertained. Isabella was in love
with Lord Delaford—that is to say, she preferred him to all others,
and exceedingly liked his love of her; but as for considering his
happiness, his pleasure, his advantage, his interests, before her own,
the idea seemed to her an idle romantic dream.
Weeks elapsed, and the settlements were arranged; the wedding clothes
prepared.
Lord Delaford had returned, after a fortnight’s absence, for the few
days preceding the marriage, which was to take place in the village
church of Elmsley Priory. Fanny was glad that the ceremony was to be
performed in the church, for she thought that the solemnity of the
scene, and the holiness of the place, would more completely eradicate
from her bosom the feelings which she feared were rather smothered,
than destroyed.
It was, indeed, a day of trial, almost beyond the strength of even her
chastened spirit to endure, without betraying the struggle. She was
bridesmaid, and she had to stand unmoved during the whole of a ceremony
which, to the least interested, is touching and affecting. She heard
him utter the solemn vow which separated him for ever from her—she saw
their plighted hands—she heard the priest’s benediction on the youthful
couple as they knelt before him. She did not shed a tear, she scarcely
trembled, when Isabella, half-fainting, leaned on her for support.
She sustained her graceful bending form, she whispered her words of
encouragement, till, at the close, the bridegroom proudly led his
wedded wife from the altar.
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