Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
They returned to Elmsley Priory that the bride might change her dress;
Fanny, of course, assisted her friend to take off the wedding-garments,
the Brussells lace veil, the orange flowers, &c. which were to be
replaced by a more quiet travelling costume, and accompanied her to
the room in which breakfast was prepared, and the intimate friends and
relations, who had been collected for the occasion, were assembled.
Isabella flushed, agitated, happy, blushing, looked all one could wish
a lovely bride to look. Fanny was calm, deadly calm.
At length the travelling carriage came to the door; the packages were
all arranged, the servants were on the box, and Lord and Lady Delaford
took leave of the family party. The parting kiss went round—Lord
Delaford, as one of the family, dutifully embraced his new uncle, his
new aunt, his new relations. Fanny saw her turn would come, and she
thought she could bear any coldness rather than this kindness; she felt
her heart beat as he drew near the side of the room where she stood,
she was almost inclined to slip away; but pride got the better; she
resolved to do nothing that could look like emotion, or might possibly
attract attention, and she stood her ground. When he took her hand and
approached his lips to her cheek, she felt a cold shudder run through
her, and she became, if possible, paler than before. He scarcely
touched her cheek; she looked so coldly, purely immoveable, that he
instinctively durst not give to her the kindly kiss which, in the joy
and warmth of his heart, he had given to the elder branches of his new
family.
They hurried through the hall, and, in a moment, the sound of their
carriage-wheels was heard rolling by the windows. All rushed to take a
last look at them, and Fanny remained, as it were, petrified, fixed on
the spot where she had parted from him.
All the visions of her days of hope crowded on her memory; every
sign of affection, every flattering attention he had ever shown her,
appeared at one and the same moment present to her mind—all that had
subsequently passed seemed like a dream; she felt for an instant as if
she had been robbed of her betrothed; she had to rouse herself and to
look round at the signs of the wedding feast, the cake, the ices, the
fruits, and to assure herself of the sad reality. Fortunately, before
the attention of the guests was withdrawn from the window, she had
recovered her self-possession, had sent back all the feelings which she
now considered as positively criminal, back to the depths of her heart,
till she had leisure to drag them forth once more to the light, to
examine into them, and to expel them resolutely from their fastnesses.
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