Domestic fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Widows -- Fiction
“She’ll be the making of me, you know, mother,” he said, as they leaned
together. “She’ll put new life in me--she’ll help me get my second wind.
Her talk is like a fresh breeze blowing away the fog in my head. I never
knew any one who saw so straight to the heart of things, who had such a
grip on values. She goes straight up to life and catches hold of it, and
you simply can’t make her let go.”
He got up and walked the length of the room; then he came back and stood
smiling above his mother.
“You know you and I are rather complicated people,” he said. “We’re always
walking around things to get new views of them--we’re always rearranging
the furniture. And somehow she simplifies life so tremendously.” He dropped
down beside her with a deprecating laugh. “Not that I mean, dear, that it
hasn’t been good for me to argue things out with myself, as you’ve taught
me to--only the man who stops to talk is apt to get shoved aside nowadays,
and I don’t believe Milton’s archangels would have had much success in
active business.”
He had begun in a strain of easy confidence, but as he went on she detected
an effort to hold the note, she felt that his words were being poured out
in a vain attempt to fill the silence which was deepening between them. She
longed, in her turn, to pour something into that menacing void, to bridge
it with a reconciling word or look; but her soul hung back, and she had to
take refuge in a vague murmur of tenderness.
“My boy! My boy!” she repeated; and he sat beside her without speaking,
their hand-clasp alone spanning the distance which had widened between
their thoughts.
* * * * *
The engagement, as Kate subsequently learned, was not to be made known till
later. Miss Verney had even stipulated that for the present there should
be no recognition of it in her own family or in Dick’s. She did not wish
to interfere with his final work for the competition, and had made him
promise, as he laughingly owned, that he would not see her again till the
drawings were sent in. His mother noticed that he made no other allusion to
his work; but when he bade her good-night he added that he might not see
her the next morning, as he had to go to the office early. She took this as
a hint that he wished to be left alone, and kept her room the next day till
the closing door told her that he was out of the house.
She herself had waked early, and it seemed to her that the day was already
old when she came downstairs. Never had the house appeared so empty. Even
in Dick’s longest absences something of his presence had always hung about
the rooms: a fine dust of memories and associations, which wanted only the
evocation of her thought to float into a palpable semblance of him. But now
he seemed to have taken himself quite away, to have broken every fibre by
which their lives had hung together. Where the sense of him had been there
was only a deeper emptiness: she felt as if a strange man had gone out of
her house.
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