French fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, French -- Translations into English
“That which I am about to relate to you,” said he, “will confound your
reason; you will doubt, you will not believe me, perhaps; even I often
doubt still. I tell myself it can not be; but the proofs are too real;
and are there not in all that surrounds us, in our organization even,
many other mysteries that we are obliged to submit to, without being
able to comprehend?” He paused a moment, as if to gather together his
thoughts, passed his hand over his brow, and continued: “I was born in
this château. I had two elder brothers, to whom fell the wealth and
honors of our house. I had nothing to expect, nothing to look forward
to but an abbé’s mantle; nevertheless, ambitious dreams of glory and
power fermented in my head and made my heart throb with anticipation.
Miserable in my obscurity, eager for renown, I thought only of means to
acquire it at any price, and these ideas made me insensible to all the
pleasures and all the sweetness of life. To me the present was nothing;
I only existed for the future, and this future presented itself to me
under a most sombre aspect. I reached my thirtieth year without having
accomplished anything;--then there arose in the capital literary lights
whose brilliance penetrated even to our remote province. Ah! thought
I, if I could at least make for myself a name in the world of letters,
that might bring renown, and therein lies true happiness. I had for a
confidant of my chagrins an old servant, an aged negro, who had served
in my family many years before my birth; he was the oldest person on
the estate, or for miles around, for no one could recall his first
appearance, and the country folk said that he had known the Maréchal
Fabert, was present at his death, and that he was an evil spirit.”
At that name, I started with surprise; the unknown paused and asked me
the cause of my embarrassment.
“Nothing,” said I; but I could not help thinking that the black man
must be the one spoken of by the old landlord of the “Armes de France”
the previous evening.
M. de C---- continued:
“One day in Yago’s presence (that was the old negro’s name) I gave way
to my feelings, bemoaned my obscurity, and bewailed my useless and
monotonous life, and I cried aloud in my despair: ‘I would willingly
give ten years of my life to be placed in the first rank of our
authors!’
“‘Ten years,’ said Yago, coolly; ‘that is much, it is paying very dear
for so little a thing; no matter, I accept your ten years; remember
your promise, I will surely keep mine.’
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