Short-story masterpieces, Vol. 4 : $b Russian — John Shaqi
Short-story masterpieces, Vol. 4 : $b Russian
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Short-story masterpieces, Vol. 4 : $b Russian
Russian fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, Russian -- Translations into English
Never before have I found myself in such a strange situation. I am
lying, it seems, on my stomach, and I see before me only a small clod
of earth. A few blades of grass, an ant climbing down one of these head
downwards, bits of litter from last year’s grass--that is my whole
world. And I can see with only one eye, because the other is obstructed
by some hard substance, perhaps a twig upon which my head rests. I
feel terribly uncomfortable, and I wish to stir; it is incomprehensible
to me why I cannot. So the time passes. I hear the noise of the
grasshoppers and the humming of bees. Nothing more. At last I make an
effort, and, extracting my right arm from under me, I press both my
hands against the earth and try to rise to my knees.
Something sharp and rapid like lightning shoots across my entire body
from the knees to my chest and head, and I collapse to the ground.
Again darkness, again nothingness.
* * * * *
I am awake once more. Why do I see stars, which shine so brightly in
the dark-blue Bulgarian sky? Am I in my tent? Why have I crawled out of
it? I make a movement, and feel an agonizing pain in my legs.
Yes, I have been wounded in battle. Dangerously or not? I catch hold
of my legs, there where the pain is. And both the right and the
left legs are covered with clotted blood. When I touch them with my
hands, the pain becomes even more intense. It is like a protracted
toothache, gnawing at the very soul. There is a ringing in the ears,
an oppressiveness in the head. I vaguely understand that I have been
wounded in both legs. But it is all incomprehensible. Why have I not
been picked up? Have the Turks really beaten us? I try to recall what
has happened to me; at the beginning things seem a bit confused, but
they gradually become clearer, and I come to the conclusion that we
have not been beaten. And simply because I fell on the little field on
top of the slope. In any case, how it all happened is difficult for me
to remember; but I do recall how they all rushed forward, and that I
alone could not run; and that only something blue remained before my
eyes. Somewhat earlier our captain pointed towards this hillock. “Boys,
we will get there!” he cried in his sonorous voice. And we got there;
it is clear we have not been beaten.... Why, then, was I not picked
up? This is such an open spot, and everything is visible. There must
be others lying here. The shots came so thick. I must turn my head
to look. It is easier to do this now, because when I first came to
consciousness and I saw the grass, and the ant crawling head downwards,
I tried to rise, and I fell back, not into my former position, but
turned over on my spine. That explains why I see the stars.
I try to rise to a sitting position. This is very difficult, when both
legs are wounded. After several attempts I begin to despair; at last,
however, with tears in my eyes, forced out by the pain, I manage it.
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