Jewish fiction; Jews -- Fiction; Peretz, Isaac Leib, 1851 or 1852-1915 -- Translations into English; Short stories
The next evening I stayed at home, and the one after. On the third,
Friday night, my heart was so heavy, I _had_ to go out--I felt I should
suffocate indoors. He was apparently waiting for me in the shadow round
a corner of the house, for hardly had I sat down in my accustomed place
when he stood before me as though he had grown out of the ground.
"Don't run away from me, Leah," he begged gently. "Believe me, I will do
you no harm."
His gentle, earnest voice touched me. Then he began to sing a low, sad
song, and again the tears came into my eyes. I could not keep them back,
and began to cry quietly.
"Why are you crying, Leah," he broke off, and took my hand.
"You sing so sadly," I answered, and withdrew my hand from his.
"I am an orphan," he said, "unhappy--among strangers."
Someone appeared in the street and we fled in different directions.
I learned the song and used to hum it softly over to myself in bed; I
went to sleep with it, and I rose with it next morning. And yet I
frequently had remorse, and cried because I had made acquaintance with a
Röfeh-boy who dressed German fashion and shaved his chin. Had he dressed
like the old Röfeh, had he at least been pious! I knew that if my father
heard of it, the grief would kill him; my mother would do herself a
mischief, and the secret lay on my heart like a stone.
I go up to my father's bed to hand him something, and my mother comes in
from the street, and my sin overwhelms me, so that hands and feet shake,
and all the color goes from my face. And yet every night I consented to
come out again the next, and I felt no desire to run away from him now.
He never took my hand again and told me I was a pretty girl. He only
talked with me, taught me songs; but one day he brought me a bit of St.
John's Bread.
"Eat it, Leah."
I wouldn't take it.
"Why not?" he asked sadly. "Why will you not take anything from me?"
I blurted out that I would rather have a piece of bread.
* * * * *
How long our sitting together and singing lasted, I don't know.
But one day he came sadder than usual; I saw it in his face and asked
him what was the matter.
"I have to go."
"Where to?" I asked faintly.
"To the recruiting station."
I caught hold of his hand.
"You are going into the army?"
"No," he replied, and pressed my fingers, "I am not strong. I suffer
from the heart. I shall not be taken for a soldier, but I must present
myself."
"Shall you come back?"
"Of course!"
We are both silent.
"It will only be for a few weeks," he said.
I was silent, and he looked at me pleadingly.
"Shall you miss me?"
"Yes." I scarcely heard my own reply.
Another silence.
"Let us say good-bye."
My hand still lay in his.
"Go in health," I said in a trembling voice.
He leaned over, kissed me, and vanished.
I stood there a long time like one tipsy.
"Leah!" It was mother's voice, but the old, gentle, almost singing voice
of the days when father was well.
"Leah'she!"
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