Short stories, German -- Translations into English
At that moment Gudule felt the long latent suspicion revive in her that
her husband was not speaking the truth. As if written in characters of
fire, the words of that letter now came back to her memory; she knew
now what was the fate that awaited her and her children.
Thenceforward, all the characteristic tokens of a gambler’s life, all
the vicissitudes which attend his unholy calling, followed close upon
each other in grim succession. Most marked was the disturbance which
his mental equilibrium was undergoing. Fits of gloomy despondency were
succeeded, with alarming rapidity, by periods of tumultuous exaltation.
One moment it would seem as though Gudule and the children were to him
the living embodiment of all that was precious and lovable, whilst at
other times he would regard them with sullen indifference. It soon
became evident to Gudule that her husband’s affairs were in a very bad
way, for her house-keeping allowance no longer came to her with its
wonted regularity. But what grieved and alarmed her most, was the fact
that Ascher was openly neglecting every one of his religious duties. To
return home late on Friday night, long after sunset had ushered in the
Sabbath, was now a common practice. Once even it happened, that with
his clothes covered with dust, he came home from one of his business
tours on a Sabbath morning, when the people in holiday attire were
wending their way to the synagogue.
Nevertheless, not a sound of complaint escaped Gudule’s lips. Hers was
one of those proud, sensitive natures, such as are to be met with among
all classes and amid all circumstances of life, in Ghetto and in
secluded village, no less than among the most favored ones of the
earth. Had she not cast to the winds the well-intentioned counsel given
her in that unsigned letter? Why then should she complain and lament,
now that the seed had borne fruit? She shrank from alluding before her
husband to the passion which day by day, nay, hour by hour, tightened
its hold upon him. She would have died sooner than permit the word
“gambler” to pass her lips. Besides, did not her eyes tell Ascher what
she suffered? Those very eyes were, according to Ascher, the cause of
his rapid journey along the road to ruin.
“Why do you look at me so, Gudule?” he would testily ask her, at the
slightest provocation.
Often when, as he explained, he had had “a specially good week,” he
would bring home the costliest gifts for his children. Gudule, however,
made no use whatever of these trinkets, neither for herself nor for the
children. She put the things away in drawers and cupboards, and never
looked at them, more especially as she observed that, under some
pretext or another, Ascher generally took those glittering things away
again, “in order to exchange them for others,” he said: as often as not
never replacing them at all.
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