French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Sylvie was not mistaken. Under Annette's valiant smile, as she joked
about her weakness, she perceived how physically disordered she was,
perceived her animal need of joining her own kind again. She decided
that Annette should leave her retreat and come back and settle in some
house in the country a few hours from Paris where Sylvie could see her
almost every day and the news of her return would not become known.
Annette had no objection, but she insisted upon returning boldly to her
own house in Paris. She would not hear of any opposition to this. In
vain Sylvie pointed out to her that it would be most unwise, that her
peace of mind would be endangered. Annette was immovable. Her pride
would not endure anything that looked like running away in the face of
public opinion. During the happy year when she had been brooding over
the child, she had not thought of public opinion. She had lived alone
with her happiness; there was no room for a third person. For several
months her happiness had not diminished; she would have liked the world
to know of it, and it was painful to her to admit to herself that she
must hide it. The constant thought of this had hurt her. What, did she
have to conceal as something shameful this jewel that was all her pride?
She would seem to be denying it!
"Deny you, my treasure!" She kissed him passionately. "I should not have
run away. I should have forced people to accept you from the very
beginning. But no more of this secrecy! I shall show you to people and
say, 'Look at my beautiful baby! You other mothers haven't anything like
him, have you?'"
V
She returned to Paris and settled there. The daughter of Raoul Rivière
knew very well that it would not be so easy to induce people to accept
her situation. But although she had inherited her father's contemptuous
attitude towards the world, she had not acquired from him the habit of
yielding outwardly to its prejudices in order to escape from it all the
more effectively. She meant to face it down and get the better of it.
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