French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Her aunt tried to remember what she had wanted to say. There were a good
many things, lamentations, rebukes, questions, exclamations. But out of
them all she could extract nothing: nothing emerged but one great sigh
after another. Annette took her at once into the presence of the baby,
who was sleeping blissfully, its whole little body relaxed and plump,
its head thrown back. She fell into an ecstasy and clasped her hands:
the old retainer's heart instantly swore fealty to the new head of the
house. From this moment, young once more, she attached herself to the
chariot of the little god. At times she remembered that, in spite of
all, he was an object of scandal, and she found herself in confusion
again. Annette, talking with an affected indifference, watched with the
corner of her eye the good old face that was growing so long. "Come,
what's the matter?" she asked. "You must give some reason."
Once more Aunt Victorine began her confused lamentations.
"Yes," said Annette, drumming with her fingers. "Yes . . . But, after
all, what's to be done? Would you like to have us lose our dear little
boy?"
(She knew very well what she was doing in making a point of this coaxing
"our.")
Her superstitious aunt, quite upset, protested, "Annette, don't say
that. It's dangerous. How can you say such things?"
"Well, then, you mustn't look that way. As long as our little one is
here, as long as he has come, what are we going to do about it? What
better can we do than to love him and be happy?"
Her aunt might have replied, "Yes, but why should he have come?" But she
no longer had the strength to wish him away. Morality might have wished
it. The world and religion. Dignity and peace of mind. Peace of mind,
above all, perhaps. Her innermost thought, which she did not confess to
herself, was, "Heaven help us! If only that unhappy child had not told
me anything about it!"
In the end, as it was impossible to reconcile contradictory thoughts,
Aunt Victorine ceased to think at all. Abandoning herself to instinct,
she became the old hen that has spent her life bringing up the chicks of
others. She accepted it.
But Annette had no particular reason to congratulate herself. There are
allies who bring more trouble than help. Through her aunt, annoyances
from outside speedily began to reach Annette. Madame Victorine was a
gossip, and she lent her ear to everything the neighborhood had to say
about her niece's return. She would come running home, bathed in tears,
to repeat it to Annette. Annette would scold her affectionately, but she
could not help being affected by this stupid tittle-tattle. When the old
woman came in she would wonder now with a shiver, "What is she going to
tell me this time?"
She forbade her to talk. But when her aunt was silent, it was even
worse, thanks to what she did not say, her sighs, her look of distress.
And Annette was storing up an increasing irritation against this
poisonous public opinion which she pretended to ignore.
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