French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
There were in Annette two or three Annettes who always bore one another
company. As a general thing, only one spoke while the others listened.
Just now two of them were speaking at once: the passionate, sentimental
Annette who was the victim of her impressions and their willing dupe,
and another who observed and was amused at the hidden motives of the
heart. She had good eyes. She saw through Marcel. They had changed
places. Formerly it had been he who read her secret thoughts. To-day,
to-day there had come to Annette (just when?--exactly from the moment of
her 'metamorphosis') an insight into souls and their secret
movements--intermittent, to be sure--the novelty of which surprised and
amused her in the midst of her anxieties.
Stretched out in her chair, with her head thrown back, her arms behind
her neck and her mouth slightly open, she studied the ceiling; but out
of the corner of her half-closed eyes she watched Marcel as he talked.
She could have uttered in advance the words he was about to say; she
could have sworn what was going to happen. With an amused curiosity that
was a little sarcastic, for which she reproached herself, she let him go
on.
(One must see and know, as he said just now, one must learn . . .
learn. . . .)
She was learning to understand a friend.
(Yes, I understand you. . . . An Annette fallen from the tree would be
good to pick up again. He is gently shaking the tree to make her tumble
off. He is speculating on Annette's confusion. And yet he is in love
with her. Yes, he is certainly in love with her. Not very bright,
brother man! His voice begins to have a coaxing sound. See how tender he
is growing. And now, look out! I wager he is going to bend over me.)
Several seconds in advance she foresaw Marcel's blond beard leaning
towards her; she foresaw the caressing mouth that was about to alight on
hers. She wanted to spare him the humiliation. And just at the exact
moment she rose, and, with her outstretched hands, gently pushed
Marcel's shoulders away.
"Good-bye, my friend," she said.
Marcel looked into those penetrating eyes that were scrutinizing him
with a little malice in their depths. He smiled. He had been mistaken.
But it had been a good battle. He was perfectly aware that, with all the
calmness in the world, he had been given his dismissal. And yet, of this
he was sure, Annette's feeling towards him was not one of indifference.
Let whoever could understand it! The strange girl was escaping him.
VII
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