French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Marcel did not reappear, and Annette took no steps to bring him back.
They were still friends, but each was angry with the other. Just because
Annette's feeling towards Marcel was not one of indifference, she was
touched by what she had seen in him. She was not offended by this; it
was the old story . . . Too old a story! . . . No, Annette had no
grievance against Marcel. Only, only she could not forget what had
happened! That is the way it is with forgivenesses granted by the mind
which the heart does not ratify. Secretly bitter, she was forced to
recognize, even more through Marcel's too free attempt than through the
harsh welcome she had encountered in Lucile's drawing-room, that her
situation was changed. She realized that she was no longer protected by
the conventional consideration that society accords to those of its
members who appear to submit to its laws. She would have to defend
herself alone. She was exposed.
She closed her door to the world. She took care not to tell Sylvie of
the experiences she had had; Sylvie had predicted them and she would be
triumphant. She kept her secret and shut herself up with her child. She
had decided henceforth to live only for him.
When little Marc came back from his airing in the evening, after
Marcel's call, she welcomed him with transports. He laughed when he saw
her and stretched out to her his four wriggling paws. She fell on him as
a starved wolf falls on its prey; she devoured him with kisses; she
pretended to eat every morsel of his body; she thrust his little feet
into her mouth; and as she undressed him she tickled him from head to
foot with her lips. "Yum-yum! I'm going to eat you up! That fool!" she
exclaimed, calling him to witness. "That fool who had the impudence to
tell me that you would not be enough for me! What insolence! You not
enough for me, my king, my little god! Tell me that you are my little
god! And what am I then? The little god's mother! The world belongs to
us! All the things we are going to do together! See everything, have
everything, try everything, taste everything, create everything!"
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