French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
And indeed they did create everything. To discover and to create, are
they not the same thing? To invent is to find. One finds what one
invents, one discovers what one creates, what one dreams of, what one
draws up from the fish-pond of one's musings. For the two of them,
mother and child, it was the hour of great discoveries. The first words
of the little boy, the game of exploration, when one measures the world
with one's arms and legs. Every morning Annette, with her child, set out
for conquest. She enjoyed it as much as he, perhaps more. It seemed to
her that she was reliving her own childhood, but with complete
consciousness and complete joy. He, the gay little soul, was full of joy
too. He was a beautiful child, healthy, chubby all over, a little pink
pig just ready for the spit. ("What else could you expect?" as Sylvie
said.) In his plump, elastic body there was too much compressed force;
he was like a rubber ball that insists upon bouncing. Every new contact
with life threw him into a clamorous delight. The enormous power of
dreaming that belongs to every baby amplified his discoveries and
prolonged the vibrations of happiness into veritable chimes of bells.
Annette was never behind him; it was as if they were having a contest as
to who should be the happiest and make the most noise. Sylvie said that
Annette was crazy, but she would have behaved the same way herself. And
after this tumult they would both have hours of absolute, delicious,
exhausted silence. The little one, tired out after so much movement,
slept obliviously. Annette was dropping with fatigue, but for a long
time she would refuse to go to sleep in order to enjoy the other's
slumber; and the fire of her love, driven back into her heart, hidden
like the light of a candle behind one's hand so as not to awaken the
little sleeper, burned with a long silent flame that rose upward to
heaven. She prayed . . . Mary beside the manger . . . She prayed to the
child.
These months were still beautiful and shining. But they were not as pure
as those of the previous year. Less limpid. They were full of an
exalted, excessive joy that was a little exaggerated.
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