French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Annette would have had some excuse if she had been overwhelmed by this
catastrophe. Sylvie, who had not been personally injured by it, now
burst into lamentations, now angrily talked of nothing but law-suits,
law-suits, law-suits. Annette, on the contrary, seemed to have recovered
her equilibrium through this very event. The ordeal had cleared the air.
The soft, sentimental atmosphere that for two or three years had been
cloying her heart was dissipated. When Annette was certain that the
situation could not be changed, she accepted it. Without useless
recriminations. Unlike Sylvie, who heaped the harshest maledictions on
the lawyer's head, she found no comfort in blaming M. Grenu. The old man
was in the water. So was she. But she had her youthful arms, and she
could swim. Perhaps this thought was not even entirely unpleasant to
her. Strange as it may seem, along with the distress of her ruin she had
at bottom an inquisitive desire for adventure and even a secret pleasure
in putting her unused energies to the test. Raoul would have understood
her, Raoul who, at the height of his success, had been seized at moments
with a fancy for destroying his life's work just to have the pleasure of
rebuilding it.
She prepared now to leave the Boulogne house. The property in Burgundy
had already been sold, hastily, on absurd terms. It was certain that the
total sale would scarcely cover the debt and the costs, and that, if
there remained an available surplus, it would not be enough for the
maintenance of Annette and her family; she would have to look for new
resources. For the moment, the main thing was to reduce expenses and
settle in some very modest establishment. Annette set out to look for an
apartment. Sylvie found one for her on the fourth floor of her own
house. (She lived on the _entresol_.) The rooms were small and opened on
the court, but they were clean and quiet. It was impossible to bring all
the furniture from the Boulogne house here. Annette wanted to keep only
what was absolutely necessary. But Aunt Victorine, weeping, begged her
to preserve everything. Annette remonstrated that it was not reasonable,
in their present situation, to assume the expense of a store-room. They
must make a choice, and the old lady begged for each object. Annette
firmly chose; aside from the furniture that was to follow them to the
new apartment, she kept a few pieces that were particularly dear to her
aunt, and the rest were sold.
Sylvie was struck by Annette's insensibility. But it was impossible to
suppose that the courageous girl did not feel a little sad. She loved
this house which she had to leave. . . . How many memories she had! How
many dreams! But she repressed them. She well knew that she could not
entertain them with impunity. They were too much, they would have taken
everything; she needed all her strength at this moment.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account