French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
At last, through the mediation of Sylvie's customers, she found a few
foreigners. She gave lessons in conversation to some Americans who
treated her kindly and occasionally invited her to drive in their
carriages, though they offered her an absurd remuneration, never even
thinking that they ought to have paid her more. They did not hesitate to
give a hundred francs for a pair of shoes, while for an hour of French
they would pay a franc. (It was not impossible in those days to find
people who would give lessons for fifty centimes!) Annette, who did not
have the right to be exacting as yet, refused to accept this shameful
treatment. But after having sought far and wide, she could find nothing
better. The well-to-do bourgeoisie who, under the eye of public opinion,
are willing to spend whatever is demanded for the education of their
children when the teaching is public, sordidly exploit instructors in
their own households. There no one sees you. You are dealing with people
who are too humble to resist: for one who refuses there are ten who beg
you to accept them!
Isolated, without experience, Annette was in a poor position to protect
herself. But she had the practical instinct of the Rivières and she had
her pride, and they would not accept the humiliating wages to which
others yielded. She was not of the whining sort who complain and give
in. She did not complain and she did not give in. And in the face of all
expectation this attitude was successful. The human species is cowardly;
Annette had a calm, rather haughty way of saying no that cut short all
bargaining; people did not dare to treat her as they would have treated
others, and she obtained conditions that were rather more favorable. Not
greatly so. She had to go through many weary hours to earn what she
spent every day. Her pupils were scattered in remote quarters, and this
was before the time of the autobusses and the metro in Paris. When she
came home in the evening, her feet ached and her shoes were worn out.
But she was robust, and it gave her a sense of satisfaction to
experience the life of toil for one's daily bread. To earn her bread was
a new adventure for Annette. When she was successful in one of those
little duels of the will with her exploiters, she was as well pleased
with her day as a gambler who, in the pleasure of what he has won,
forgets the insignificance of the stake. She learned to see men better.
It was not always a pleasant sight. But everything is worth learning.
She came into contact with the obscure world of toil. But her contacts
were inadequate and without depth. If wealth isolates, poverty isolates
no less. Every one is caught fast in his difficulties and his effort,
and he sees in others not so much brothers in misery as rivals whose
fortune is made at the expense of his own.
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