French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Annette divined this feeling in the women with whom she found herself
thrown, and she understood it; for she was a privileged being among
them. If she worked in order not to be a charge upon her sister, her
sister was none the less there; she was safe from the danger of
destitution. She did not know that feverish uncertainty about to-morrow.
She had her child to enjoy; no one was trying to take him away from her.
How compare her lot with that of this woman whose story she had
learned--a teacher who had been dismissed because she, like Annette, had
had the hardihood to be a mother. It was true that she had been
tolerated at first on condition that she kept her maternity secret.
Exiled in a post of disgrace, in the depths of the country, she had had
to separate from the child of her own flesh. But she could not keep
herself from running to him when he was ill. The secret was out, and the
virtuous countryside made ferocious sport of her. The authorities of the
university of course upheld the popular decree and threw into the street
the two rebels against the code. And it was with them that Annette was
disputing their meagre livelihood. She took care not to apply for the
position which the other woman was seeking. But she was chosen. Just
because she sought positions less eagerly, because she had less need of
them. People have little respect for those who are hungry. And then the
poor souls whom she supplanted treated her as an intruder who was
robbing them. They knew they were unjust; but it is comforting to be
unjust when you are a victim of injustice. Annette became familiar with
that greatest of all wars--the war of the workers, not against nature or
circumstances, nor against the rich for taking their bread away from
them--the war of the workers against the workers who are snatching the
bread from each other, the crumbs that have fallen from the table of the
rich or from that sordid Crœsus, the State. That is the misery of
miseries, most felt by women, and especially those of to-day. For they
are still incapable of organization. They remain in the state of
primitive warfare, the individual against the individual; instead of
pooling their difficulties, they multiply them.
Annette hardened herself, and although her heart bled her eyes were
aflame with joy. She strode on, sustained in her ungrateful work by its
novelty, the energy she had to spend--and the thought of her child,
which illumined the whole day.
XII
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