French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Routed out from under the furniture and the petticoats, where he was
absorbed in curious studies of the fidgeting feet and the imprisoned
toes curled up in their shoes, dragged back to the conventions, to his
normal position in the world of grown-ups, he would remain motionless,
soberly seated on a low stool between Sylvie's legs. Or, since his aunt
rarely kept still, between some other pair of knees. He would lean his
cheek against the warm cloth and watch, with his nose in the air and his
head thrown back, those bending faces with their puckered eyes, their
quick, shining, moving pupils, those mouths, biting the thread; he saw
the saliva and the lower lips--they seemed to be the upper ones--gnawed
by the teeth, the undersides of the nostrils, covered with little red
streaks and trembling as the words came, and the fingers that flew with
their needles. Suddenly a hand would tickle his chin: there was a
thimble at the end of it that gave him a cold feeling in his neck. Here,
as ever, nothing was lost on him; these warm and cold contacts, this
downy glow, these lights that reddened and these shadows that turned to
amber the bits of living flesh, yes, and this feminine odor. . . . He
was certainly not aware of it himself, but that multiple consciousness,
that many-faceted consciousness which is spread about the whole
periphery of a child, registered everything that passed over its little
printer's-roller. . . . These women never suspected that their images,
complete from head to foot, were being imprinted on this little
sensitive plate. But he saw them only fragmentarily: pieces were
missing, as in a puzzle in which the parts are mixed up. From this
resulted his strange, fleeting preferences, as lively as they were
varied, which seemed capricious but were really due to his deep-seated
predisposition. A clever person might have said what it was in each of
these women that attracted him. He was like a regular household pet: it
was the gentleness of the hands rather than the whole person that he
liked. And it was the totality of these sweetnesses, the home, the
workshop. He was frankly an egoist. (And rightfully: the little builder
has to assemble his ego first of all.) A sincere egoist, even in his
blandishments. For he was blandishing: he wanted to please and he
enjoyed giving pleasure, but only to those whom he had chosen.
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