French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Selve (Leopold) was ringing the bell. He seemed to be annoyed at not
finding Sylvie alone, but as a well-bred man he put a good face on the
situation. It was not easy for him to appear to advantage alone in the
presence of two young gossips who were alarming enough anyway and were
evidently in each other's confidence. He felt that these two pairs of
eyes were watching him. After a few rather heavy gallantries, of which,
as a matter of politeness, Annette had her share, he began to talk about
business, the trade, the strenuous life he led. Annette, with an air of
being interested, charitably asked him a few questions. He became more
confident and told about the difficulties of his career, his
disappointments, his success, missing no opportunity to place himself in
a good light. He seemed simple, cordial, self-sufficient; he played with
all his cards on the table. Sylvie, who was more cautious, watched his
play before playing herself. Annette, who was soon relegated to the
background, where she followed the game, was less surprised at the
competence of her sister than at the humbleness of her choice. It would
have been easy for Sylvie to make a more brilliant match; she had simply
not wished to do so. She distrusted men who were too handsome and too
clever. It goes without saying that she would not have chosen a goose or
a fool. _In medio_. . . . What she wanted was a prudent second in
command, not someone who would command her. She knew that in marriage
everybody has to give something and wants to get something: it is a
question of supply and demand. For herself she demanded the right to
remain the mistress in her own household. And what did he demand? Ah,
poor fellow, to be loved for himself, just for himself. He was not
conceited; he knew well enough that he was neither handsome nor
attractive. But it was his weakness to wish to be married for love.
Ridiculous, wasn't it? He shrugged his shoulders at the idea, for he was
no fool, this big, ingenuous creature who was familiar enough with life
and sceptical, as three out of every four Frenchmen are, where women
were concerned. But the need of the heart is so strong! That stupid
need! "Why shouldn't I be loved? I'm as good as others who are." So, by
turns, he was almost humble and almost fatuous. And always begging. This
was not very clever of him, and it was even worse that he allowed it to
be seen. For she had seen him very clearly, the sharp-eyed minx. And to
those big, blue, round, rather prominent eyes that were always asking,
"Do you love me?"--her soft eyes responded neither with a Yes nor with a
No. For uncertainty is like fuel to love.
When the sisters found themselves alone again, Annette said to Sylvie,
"Don't play with him too much!"
"Why not?" said Sylvie, wondering. "The stakes are worth the trouble."
"Then it's serious?"
"Very serious."
"I can't imagine you married."
"Really? I dare say you will see me so two or three times."
"I don't like you to laugh at these things."
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