And that reminded him: why was he alone? and where was Alan? The thought
of the festal morning and the due salutations reawakened his desire for
his friend, and he began to call for him by name. As the sound of his
voice died away, he was aware of the greatness of the silence that
environed him. But for the twittering of the sparrows and the crunching
of his own feet upon the frozen snow, the whole windless world of air
hung over him entranced, and the stillness weighed upon his mind with a
horror of solitude.
Still calling at intervals, but now with a moderated voice, he made the
hasty circuit of the garden, and finding neither man nor trace of man in
all its evergreen coverts, turned at last to the house. About the house
the silence seemed to deepen strangely. The door, indeed, stood open as
before; but the windows were still shuttered, the chimneys breathed no
stain into the bright air, there sounded abroad none of that low stir
(perhaps audible rather to the ear of the spirit than to the ear of the
flesh) by which a house announces and betrays its human lodgers. And yet
Alan must be there—Alan locked in drunken slumbers, forgetful of the
return of day, of the holy season, and of the friend whom he had so
coldly received and was now so churlishly neglecting. John’s disgust
redoubled at the thought, but hunger was beginning to grow stronger than
repulsion, and as a step to breakfast, if nothing else, he must find and
arouse this sleeper.
He made the circuit of the bedroom quarters. All, until he came to
Alan’s chamber, were locked from without, and bore the marks of a
prolonged disuse. But Alan’s was a room in commission, filled with
clothes, knickknacks, letters, books, and the conveniences of a solitary
man. The fire had been lighted; but it had long ago burned out, and the
ashes were stone cold. The bed had been made, but it had not been slept
in.
Worse and worse, then; Alan must have fallen where he sat, and now
sprawled brutishly, no doubt, upon the dining-room floor.
The dining-room was a very long apartment, and was reached through a
passage; so that John, upon his entrance, brought but little light with
him, and must move toward the windows with spread arms, groping and
knocking on the furniture. Suddenly he tripped and fell his length over
a prostrate body. It was what he had looked for, yet it shocked him; and
he marvelled that so rough an impact should not have kicked a groan out
of the drunkard. Men had killed themselves ere now in such excesses, a
dreary and degraded end that made John shudder. What if Alan were dead?
There would be a Christmas-day!
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