Death -- Fiction; Forgiveness -- Fiction; Memory -- Fiction
She hung back at this as never yet. “Only One,” she answered, colouring
as if now he knew her guarded secret. It really made him feel he knew
less than before, so difficult was it for him to reconstitute a life in
which a single experience had so belittled all others. His own life,
round its central hollow, had been packed close enough. After this she
appeared to have regretted her confession, though at the moment she spoke
there had been pride in her very embarrassment. She declared to him that
his own was the larger, the dearer possession—the portion one would have
chosen if one had been able to choose; she assured him she could
perfectly imagine some of the echoes with which his silences were
peopled. He knew she couldn’t: one’s relation to what one had loved and
hated had been a relation too distinct from the relations of others. But
this didn’t affect the fact that they were growing old together in their
piety. She was a feature of that piety, but even at the ripe stage of
acquaintance in which they occasionally arranged to meet at a concert or
to go together to an exhibition she was not a feature of anything else.
The most that happened was that his worship became paramount. Friend by
friend dropped away till at last there were more emblems on his altar
than houses left him to enter. She was more than any other the friend
who remained, but she was unknown to all the rest. Once when she had
discovered, as they called it, a new star, she used the expression that
the chapel at last was full.
“Oh no,” Stransom replied, “there is a great thing wanting for that! The
chapel will never be full till a candle is set up before which all the
others will pale. It will be the tallest candle of all.”
Her mild wonder rested on him. “What candle do you mean?”
“I mean, dear lady, my own.”
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