"I had been walking for perhaps ten minutes, when I saw Vera Soudin
coming towards me. She had evidently been to the village. What was to
be done? I had promised not to see her for a week, but it would be
ridiculous to pass without speaking. Besides, ought she not to be put on
her guard against Lord Vancome? And yet what right had I to do this?
As far as I knew there was nothing against his character. It is true
that I felt a mortal antipathy to him, but such feelings are hardly
regarded as evidence. Then I remembered that women are credited with
possessing far more accurate discrimination of character than men. This
thought comforted me, and having decided to discover her feelings with
regard to Vancome I went on towards her.
"When we met I noticed that she also felt embarrassed, but for some
reason possessed better control over herself. When I made some remark
about being so pleased to see her again, she put her hand to her lips,
and then, taking out a pocket-book, scribbled these words down--
"’I promised not to speak to you for a week.’ ’But good gracious!’ she
cried out, ’I also said I would not write, and now I have done both.
Well, as it is done, it can’t be helped. But mind you don’t tell, or
father would be angry, and you know it was all your fault.’
"’I did not know, dear, that you had promised,’ I replied, ’and though I
also said I would not see you during the same time, it seemed absurd to
pass without speaking.’
"’Of course it’s absurd, and father’s no right to make us promise such
foolish things. But I don’t mind, for we need not say anything about
it. Besides, as we have broken our promises it does not now matter what
we do.’
"’But,’ I said, ’will it be right to go on breaking them further?’
"’Oh! what is done can’t be mended.’ And as she said this she looked
into my face with such a pathetic appeal that all ideas of right, wrong,
honour and dishonour got hopelessly mixed. ’You don’t really love me,’
she continued, ’or you would not talk like that. You don’t care how
wretched I feel!’
"What could I do? Tears were coming into her eyes. Not a mile away,
waiting in her path, stood one I hated. Could I let her go on
distrusting my love, to meet possible treachery?
"I gave up the contest without a struggle.
"We turned from the footpath, and crossing a strip of heather, descended
into a woody glen. Through this glen ran a merry bubbling stream, and
the soft moisture which it left along its edges had encouraged the
growth of deep soft moss to cover the otherwise barren stones. Choosing
a pleasant nook thus carpeted on which the sun shone brightly, we sat
and rested.
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