The City of Pleasure : $b a fantasia on modern themesBennett, Arnold
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The City of Pleasure : $b a fantasia on modern themes
Bennett, Arnold
English fiction -- 20th century
He passed into his bedroom, and went out on to the wooden balcony of
the bedroom, which commanded a view of Ilam’s side-door. A light showed
through the glass above the door, and Carpentaria noticed at length
that the door was slightly ajar. He stepped back into the bedroom,
extinguished all his own lights, and returned to the balcony to watch.
He determined to watch as long as Ilam’s door remained ajar. He sat down
in a cane chair provided for repose on the balcony, and his one regret
was that the glow of a cigarette or a cigar would betray him.
He grew calmer. The frenzy into which music always threw him had quite
worn itself away. He was able to think clearly. He did not, however,
think so much upon the incident of the drunken man as upon the incident
of the bullet; and this was perhaps natural. He was astounded now that
he could have remained in the bandstand, so utterly careless of
danger, after the arrival of the bullet. He was astounded, too, at the
sang-froid of his musicians. But, then, their ears had not been grazed,
and his had. He saw that he was at the mercy of any homicidal maniac
who, on a dark night, with a good rifle and a sure aim, chose to secrete
himself in some deserted alley of the vast Oriental Gardens, and shoot
at him during a loud burst of music. And he said: “Well, if I am to die,
I am to die, and there’s an end of it. Assuming that a given man A
has really determined to kill another given man B, and A is obstinate,
nothing will ultimately save B. I am B. Hence I must be philosophical.”
But who was A?
He thought of all the enemies he had made, all the rivals he had
defeated, but the process of their enumeration was perfunctory. For out
of the depths of his mind rose persistently one name, again, and again,
and again, and yet again, like a succession of bubbles, all alike,
rising to the surface of a pond and breaking there. And that name was
the name of Ilam. He forbade the name to rise, but it rose. With the
simplicity which marked some of his mental processes, he could not
understand why Ilam should hate him murderously. But the episode of the
balloon had magically and terribly cast a new and searching light on the
recesses of Ham’s character. He felt that hitherto he had been mistaken
in Ilam, and that Ilam was not a person with whom it was wise to have
interests in common. And the unknown designs of Ilam seemed to surround
him in the night like the web of a gigantic spider, and to bind him
tighter and tighter.
Then his reflections were interrupted by a sound somewhere below the
balcony.
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