The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 250 new series, April 1917)Various
History
The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 250 new series, April 1917)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
Night after night old Dad Hobson would stay awake till two or three
o’clock, without complaint or murmur. Any man a little past his prime was
called ‘dad’ or described as ‘old’ in this land of youth. And in sober
fact Dad Hobson had seven children. He had been a miner before he made
the great sacrifice that had left him maimed and insane. He was always
courteous, always considerate. Even on those days when he refused to eat
it was with a polite ‘I’m sorry not to oblige you, nurse.’ He believed
himself guilty of some crime—he had murdered Sir Ian Hamilton—and in
trivial ways too he held himself responsible for any disturbance in that
much-disturbed ward. At times he was so much better that we hoped he
was regaining his wits, but always there would come a relapse and his
face would be downcast, and ‘I’m puzzled someway, something’s wrong. I
can’t get things clear in my mind,’ would be the explanation. He had odd
delusions too, for a doctor clad in a dressing-gown provoked his question
to an orderly, ‘Is that Lord Nelson?’
It was a strange little party altogether in that ward. Hobson would lie
there by the hour, dimly annoyed by Jimmy in the bed opposite. Jimmy
had nearly died of wounds and later of pneumonia, but he had rallied,
only to reach a state of discomfort and nervous temper that was liable
to fiendish explosions. For the most part he was a lovable boy, with a
curious charm of his own. Sleepless, like Hobson, till the small hours,
he played cards with the orderlies. When things pleased him Jimmy was an
angel, but at other times he was a fiend. A certain soldier, a clarionet
player once in the Queen’s Hall orchestra, came to the ward. He was
suffering from insomnia and melancholia. Jimmy’s drawling voice and his
card-playing and, perhaps, his popularity annoyed the clarionet player,
and they quarrelled. Jimmy merely remarked:
‘I’ll do for him—see if I don’t.’
The clarionet player was removed to the next ward, separated from the
other only by a glass and wood partition.
‘He shan’t sleep to-night if I don’t,’ said Jimmy, and he took careful
aim at the glass partition with his tin mug. He hit the woodwork and
missed his enemy’s head in the next ward, so he fell into heavy-browed
sulking, with the threat ‘I’ll do for myself.’ This is often a mere
threat, but he did make an endeavour by biting up a blue-lead pencil—a
tedious and uncertain form of suicide. The pencil was taken away and,
blue-lipped and weary, like a naughty child he fell asleep. Poor Jimmy!
He went to a Scottish asylum where many of our patients were sent for
further treatment. I heard lately that he was really better and likely to
be discharged.
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