Helen said: "Oh, that's all right," indifferently, and Widow Bourn fell
to extracting comfort from the situation. If a honey-bee extracts
anything from anywhere, it is honey; she may not extract anything. There
was a comfort in knowing where Helen was the day long; not that the
widow's comfort had ever been seriously long disturbed, but Helen
quiescent was more comfortable than Helen active, in process of silent
loading or sudden discharge. One could consider her clothes at leisure,
not in heated endeavor to have one dress for Sunday without a lateral or
perpendicular rip. Everything in the balm of the widow's temperament
took the soft flow of slow waters, as Simon's plaintive discontent had
long before to her ears come to resemble Ecclesiastes. Helen was more
difficult to adapt herself to, because Helen grew and changed. Now, the
growth and change seemed for the time to have ceased. She was no less
mysterious; but a mystery which is constant and presents the same
inscrutable face, and not always another and another, is more
comfortable. Helen's life, after cataracts and restless seeking, seemed
to have flowed into a dark pool, and lay there reflecting clouds,
patches of stars, and the edges of dim forests.
The similitudes of young maidens and varied flowers, the happy
possibilities in that comparison, were discovered of earliest poets. Out
of the best of intentions there has come to us so far only the
conviction that Helen did not resemble the blue violets growing behind
the church in Hagar. As for Simon's epitaph, it outlasts the story and
is still to be read. One may lean over the wall of the cemetery, say, at
twilight, when the shadow of Windless Mountain is wide over Hagar, and
read it to-day, note its stiff insistence, and suit one's self with
reflections on man and nature and the purport of things. An issue will
be observed to lie between Simon's epitaph and the solemn, fading
mountain, an issue distinct and inclusive.
Chapter II
Of Thaddeus Bourn and his Purposes
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