The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
This is the case in business, in politics, in society, to some extent
everywhere, with men, and even women, who in one way or another display
their strength and courage. They are not necessarily bandits, but they
all desire to get only joys, or at least violent sensations, out of
life, and aim at throwing it away afterwards like a squeezed orange.
These are the mad individualists who will not observe any measure in
enjoyment, and see in the world only a personal inheritance to be
wasted by them. I know them well, through having often myself looked in
their direction with the fever of desire. Never has the possibility of
a future life been so insolently rejected, and never have we, as some
of us now do, exposed ourselves with such foolhardiness to all dangers
of destruction, as though it were necessary to make a blaze of this,
our only life, in order to discover in it some divine fire. We plunge
it in the whirl-wind of death to increase its intensity for a few
precarious moments.
Romanticism, by proclaiming the right to passion, the right to
happiness, the right to freedom, encouraged the development of
individual force. A new romanticism extols it to-day, and it is chiefly
women who preach the gospel. Their invasion of contemporary literature
is only one symptom of a more general feminism. Less apt than man to
grasp the complexity of social and moral life, the new woman exhausts
all her demands in one cry and with a single leap lands at the road’s
end to which she is led by confidence in her own powers and by her
narrow view of the universe which centres wholly in self. At last
individualism has found its philosopher in a poet, Nietzsche,--much
misunderstood, by the way,--who grants to the Superman all rights. And
why should one not believe in a Superman, especially if one is a modern
woman?
But is it not rather curious to call that doctrine the fear of living
which glorifies life and doubles its intensity?
I am reminded of a little story which used to be told to me when I was
a child. It is the story of a ball of string that a fairy--good or
bad--gave to a little boy with these mysterious words:
“This ball represents the length of your life. Each moment will shorten
it. I have not the power to increase the time nor even to suspend
it, but I have the power of shortening it, and that I give to you.
Whenever in your life you come upon hours that are useless, sorrowful,
or unpleasant, and wish to shorten them, pull the string and the hours
will pass. Farewell and be wise.”
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