The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
“So your brother is coming! Aren’t you happy? It is years since I saw
him. Do you remember the time we used to play games together at Le
Maupas or at La Chênaie?”
“Yes,” answered Paule. “But we do not play any more now. The garden at
Le Maupas is neglected, and that of La Chênaie is too well cared for.”
“Why don’t you come over any more? You must come.”
Paule wondered why this former schoolfellow of hers at the Sacred
Heart, from whom life had separated her so far, should show her so much
friendship. She looked at her own black dress, so plain, and simple,
and admired without a touch of envy the light blue bodice, trimmed with
white lace and cut rather low, from which Alice’s white neck, delicate
and supple, rose like a frail flower. From the clothes her eyes passed
to the wearer’s face. The features were refined and clear-cut, and the
faultless complexion was suffused with a dainty pink. She could not
help saying:
“How beautiful you are, Alice!”
Immediately the fresh cheeks mantled, and while Mademoiselle Dulaurens
stood aside to allow a traveller to pass, Paule saw how the very
indolence and half-weariness of her movements bestowed a certain
languishing grace on this charming and delicate girl, in whose presence
she realised the more her own youthful strength.
“Oh, no, it is you, Paule, ...” protested Alice Dulaurens.
But the noise of the Lyons express suddenly broke in upon the
conversation. The whole party rushed out of the waiting-room. The
Dulaurens family and their friends began to look for first class
carriages in the section of the train intended for the theatre-goers.
From the other portion the passengers were already hastening towards
the exit.
The first of these was a tall, thin young man, very erect, who held
his head thrown back with a haughty air. In his hand he was carrying a
sword wrapped in green serge. As soon as he saw Madame Guibert he ran
towards her and was soon folded in her arms.
“My son!” she cried, and, in spite of her resolution to be brave, she
burst into sobs.
But Marcel straightened himself up after the embrace and gazed with
tender emotion at this old figure on whom trials had left their traces.
A change came over the bronzed, almost hard, features of the young man.
There was no need for them to utter the name that trembled on their
lips, and the same pious memory stirred both their hearts. The joy of
the meeting gave a poignant new life to the old sorrow.
Paule contemplated with a softened expression her tall, handsome
brother and her old mother. By the step of their compartment Alice
Dulaurens and Isabelle Orlandi turned, and they too watched the
greetings. The eyes of the first rested sympathetically on Marcel,
while the eyes of the second looked ironically at Madame Guibert’s
stout and agitated form.
Jean Berlier, standing slightly aside, was waiting respectfully. He now
came up to Paule.
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