The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
“How happy they are!” he said. And then he added, with a tinge of
melancholy, “When I return from Algeria no one is ever waiting for me.”
As Marcel kissed his young sister, Jean came forward, crying:
“Have you a greeting for me too?”
“What, Jean!” said Marcel, and the two men embraced warmly. Jean was
moved but in an instant he was again smiling gaily.
“I shall see you soon,” he said. “I must run now. My train is going.”
“Where are you off to?” asked Marcel.
Jean, on his way to his carriage, half turned and shouted merrily:
“We’re going to show ourselves off at Aix.”
And his fingers seemed to point at random to the various groups
clambering into the theatre-train.
Marcel Guibert glanced quickly at the rout of gaily dressed figures.
But Paule, looking round, saw Alice leaning out of the window of
her carriage to bid her good-bye. She waved her hand to her quickly
and undemonstratively, as though she had some misgiving or some
superstitious feeling of fear about this seductive vision. Paule was
very highly sensitized and her premature misfortunes had made her
oversensitive. “Why all these advances?” she asked herself. As her dark
eyes rested on her soldier brother, who was leading his mother away on
his arm, she added to herself: “Too much good fortune and not enough
courage.”
Seeing Trélaz’s vehicle, Marcel cried:
“What, our old carriage!”
“It is the only one we have kept,” explained Madame Guibert,
apologetically.
This reply Marcel had not expected when he made the remark. The ancient
conveyance had recalled his childhood to him, and now it seemed to him
that it also signified the decay of the family. His face darkened.
He understood all of a sudden the material difficulties which must
have increased the suffering at Le Maupas. Having no personal needs,
and accustomed as he was to live on very little, he felt now for his
mother and sister and divined the bitterness of their straits. But
Madame Guibert was saying to herself, “We ought to have taken a station
carriage in his honor.”
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