The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
There is no doubt that poverty is very painful to look upon. It
disturbs our peace, our comfort, our natural forgetfulness of all
that does not minister to our pleasures. People even consent to
be generous--through the medium of someone else--to escape the
inconvenience of sorrowful spectacles. We have our nerves, our
refinement, our horror of the importunate, and we adroitly evade the
demands of charity, although we can never deny the power of its appeal.
“I do not want to see either illness or death,” says Hedda Gabler,
Ibsen’s most morbid heroine, to her husband. “Spare me the sight of
everything that is ugly.” And this æsthetic person, at the moment when
she kills herself in disgust after having lived for herself alone, sees
that ridicule and low ideals have infected like a curse everything she
touched.
In the realm of art, the fear of living is mingled with the fear of
feeling. It moves those dilettantes who wish neither to make a choice
nor to give themselves up, who only yield themselves temporarily to
all their intellectual or plastic impulses without ever surrendering
to enthusiasm, and who consider themselves superior because they float
on the top of things; for, deep as the subject be, love alone can
penetrate beneath the surface. This fear also actuates those artists
who, in the name of pure art, reject from their work all humanity and
poetry; who substitute for those familiar conflicts of the soul, which
are the life-food of ancient tragedy, the pretty but unsubstantial
painting of pleasure, and are content to elaborate their style like the
sides of a costly but empty vase--without the slightest suspicion that
in art, as in everything else, there is a definite order of merit, and
that they are seated on the lowest step.
It is everywhere, this fear of living; it provides inspiration for
the effeminate novelists and the incapable dramatists, who can create
none but inconsistent characters, incapable of analysis. In the trivial
adventures of their puppets they show us that everything is a matter
of arrangement and nothing is worth being taken seriously, instead of
inviting us to take our lives in our own hands. The great human cries,
in art, are cries of strength and courage, and are often forced into
utterance by unhappiness; suggesting that perhaps the happy spirit
lacks the depth that is to be found in the abysses of life.
Lastly, timidity, reserve, and a prudence that is sometimes legitimate
but often excessive, find their expression even in our public
institutions, which multiply our guardians, put us all into leading
strings, and relegate to the State the duty of looking after and
helping us on all occasions. They have even undertaken to replace
the old-fashioned Providence--and by what? By insurance companies!
We insure ourselves against accidents, against risks, against
death--indeed a far-sighted wisdom! Why should we not be insured also
against fear?
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