On the sun-bathed earth an irrefragable peace had at last drowned the
ruins of the tree. With its death one particular adventure in
creation was run. The forces which had made it tangible would
continue to function, but their specific combination as a pine-tree
was ended for ever. The forest giant henceforward would be as before
its birth--a part of the body of eternal nature. Around it the
rhythm of the world would flow, neither faster nor slower than of
old, with light and shadow, ice and fire, birth and death, all things
just as before, but not _it_: these similar conditions cannot be of
_this_ tree's atoms, nor partakers of _its_ life, nor a union of
_its_ elements. Its race was run: as in this world all things must
some while end. The tree with the ruddy trunk and green needles was
dead: and they are dead, or will die, those insects with the gaudy
wing-cases, the bright-scaled fish, the downy birds, the sharp-fanged
animals, proud mankind, diamonds of the purest water, black carbon,
seas, mountains, world and suns. The eternal universal is built up
of perishable parts, and our blind career is only a succession of
incidents like or unlike, a drawn-out flicker of beginnings and
endings, a steady stream of sensations, of bubbles swelling up and
bursting, one single life made up of a myriad lives. They beat and
flow and scatter, to be re-born after each change.
We are all ephemeral in terms of our allotted situation, and eternal
in terms of the universe. Everything which is still, as everything
which moves about us, is no more than a whirl of situations
constantly made and unmade: and so our substances, those which now
make up ourselves, will infallibly scatter us some day. Elements
seem to grow tired at last of being confined in one special shape, to
be weary of being so long a man, a stone, a river, a fire. Their
weariness is ours, in sum. We feel vigorous or weak, joyful or sad,
perturbed or resigned according to the prosperity of our cells: and
we all, whatever our age and health, encounter hours in which,
without reason given, our whole being longs for annihilation. At
other times--in common experience it happens often at that hour when
lamps should be lit--there swells up in us an indeterminate wish to
be other than we are: and our flesh goes dead, our hearts cold, our
heads empty of desire.
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