French essays -- Translations into English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Influence
When the first great excitement had passed away, those who had the
wisdom and the courage to return assiduously to themselves found their
inner life ennobled, augmented, enriched. For it does not cease to
labor on in the depths of us. It is at once ourselves and something
other than ourselves, better than ourselves. Like certain of our organs
which are endowed with a marvelous independence and pursue a vigilant
activity in the midst of our agitations and our sleep, the inner life
comes to its fruitage even though we are full of ingratitude and
indifference towards it. It is the faithful spouse who keeps the home
radiant, arranges every comfort and spins at the wheel, behind the
door, awaiting our return.
And behold we are returning!
To be sure, the storm still roars on. It grows greater, more furious,
more unending. Never has it seemed more complex, more grave, more
difficult. Peril has taken up its abode with us. Every sort of opinion
holds up its head and vehemently solicits our belief.
But we have found once more the key and the path to the secret refuge.
Nothing could turn us aside now. Nothing could prevent us at certain
hours from plunging into solitude, there to find again the equilibrium,
the harmony and those moral riches which we know, after the ruin of so
many things, are alone efficacious, alone durable.
For long months now I have realized, watching the men with whom I live,
that they are waiting for words of quietude, words of rest and love.
They are like parched soil at the end of a blazing summer: they long to
slake their thirst and grow green again.
In vain have destruction, disorder and death tried to break up the
sublime and familiar colloquy that every being pursues with the better
part of himself. That colloquy revives, it begins again, in the very
midst of the battle, among the odors and the groans of the hospital.
Nevertheless, the daily work is done, well done; duty is properly
weighed and accomplished; the soul simply is unwilling any longer to
renounce its meditation upon all that is profound, imperishable, and
immaterial in the present.
Tell me that we are going to labor in concert once more at the
exploitation of our inner fortune. Tell me that we are going to labor
to save from shipwreck that part of us which, in spite of all our
errors, uncertainties, crimes and disillusionments, remains truly noble
and worthy of eternity.
* * * * *
I am able to undertake this essay thanks to the leisure moments the war
has been willing to grant me. It is not purely the fruit of solitary
meditations. I do not live alone: my chosen comrades surround me; they
share with me the confused space of our dwelling; we share together all
the thoughts that fill this space.
Friendship has accomplished the miracle of transforming into a
communion what, without it, would have remained a promiscuity.
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