"Come home, Micky," he urged, "before you get maudlin. Bunk in and get a
good night's rest and you'll be all right for work tomorrow." He led
Micky insistently out of the wine room, unmindful of the protests of
O'Byrn's companions. They passed through the office to the street.
Micky had been quiet for a moment but now his libations reasserted their
influence. He struggled with Dick, voicing sundry curses.
"What d' ye mean?" he demanded. "Let me go, I'm going back. Mind your
own business, can't you?"
"Shut up!" growled Dick fiercely. "Can't you see people are looking at
us? Close your face and come along like a gentleman, for, I tell you,
you're going home!"
Then something happened. Before Micky's haggard eyes appeared mistily,
taking swift and tangible substance, a girl's face, young and lovely,
just now convulsed with horror. Then it was gone, leaving a leaden
weight in Micky's breast, while the vapors rose sluggishly from his
benumbed brain. Reason, shrinking and ashamed, looked out from his hot
eyes. He braced defiantly though hopelessly.
"It's all right, Dick, I'll go home," he said in a strange low tone and
they walked in silence down the street.
CHAPTER XI
IN THE MORNING
Micky awoke late that morning with a persistent, painful throbbing in
his head, fevered eyes and a parched throat. The symptoms held an arid
familiarity which was swiftly allied with self contempt, as sleep
yielded full place to awakened consciousness. For O'Byrn would never be
calloused. As he once expressed it, his career was best epitomized in
Ade's graphic epigram, "Life is a series of relapses and recoveries."
The inherent manliness would always wage war against the little red
devil that sought malevolently to wither it. It would be a pitifully
checkered fight, but whatever the issue,--even should the world, which
never understands, write him down a wreck at the end,--a few who knew
him best, and understood, would know that Micky tried. Who will
question, in a world where so many drift, that in the simple will to try
lies victory?
Micky lay quiet for some moments after awaking, palms pressed to his
burning temples, swollen eyes gazing sombrely up at the ceiling of his
small, plainly furnished room. The hot sun poured in at the window,
before which the shade had not been drawn. The boy, for he was scarcely
more, wandered in dreary retrospect through a world of gray memories.
How gray, how bleak, to be sure! At the very outset the recollection of
a childhood saddened by the frequent sight of a woman in tears; a woman
with a pale, worn face and eyes that held the inexpressible pathos of a
forlorn hope deferred, his mother. His father, did the world still hold
him? O'Byrn told himself fiercely that it could not be, that earth must
long since have wearied of such an excrescence and cast it forth to
annihilation.
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