The Last Days of TolstoyChertkov, V. G. (Vladimir Grigorevich)
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The Last Days of Tolstoy
Chertkov, V. G. (Vladimir Grigorevich)
Tolstoy, Leo, graf, 1828-1910
As you are aware, none of Leo Nikolaevitch's friends suffers more
from Leo Nikolaevitch's relations with Sofya Andreyevna than my wife
and I, for they deprive us of one of the greatest joys of our
life--of personal intercourse with him, the enjoyment of which was
the principal reason for our settling in this district.[6] But when I
am in a good frame of mind, all this which is painful and humiliating
vanishes before my trust in Leo Nikolaevitch, and my conviction,
which nothing will shake, that he desires nothing for himself, but is
striving for one thing only--that is, that at every given moment he
may be doing what God requires of him.
Some members of his household who are devoted to Leo Nikolaevitch
are distressed that he should give in to the farce--to them
obvious--which Sofya Andreyevna so often plays before him in order to
attain her objects, at one time agitating him by feigned attacks of
despair and frenzy, at other times touching his heart by displays of
penitence, meekness and care for his welfare which are even more
insincere, or, if at times half sincere, are at least extremely
transitory. But it seems to me that if, through the wonderful purity
of his own heart, Leo Nikolaevitch is incapable of seeing Sofya
Andreyevna as she really is, and with touching trustfulness seizes
upon every justification for recognising in her the smallest signs of
an awakening conscience, then, though he may be mistaken in it, the
tender emotion and joy which he feels on such occasions are perfectly
legitimate, because they arise from his great love and readiness to
forgive everything. It is doubtful whether her success in pretending
is good for Sofya Andreyevna herself. But who knows, perhaps this
wonderful faith in her soul on the part of Leo Nikolaevitch, which
nothing can shake, his continual expectation, his premature,
eager anticipation of the spiritual awakening in her which he so
whole-heartedly desires, will in due time have its effect upon Sofya
Andreyevna. Perhaps such an attitude to her on the part of the man
whom she has so mercilessly tortured for so many years, and who
nevertheless is of all people the only one who has sincerely loved
her, and loved her to the end, will one day be reflected in her soul.
The memory of this in its due time, for instance, when she will
become conscious of the nearness of her own death, when all worldly
plans, aims and desires inevitably retreat into the background, is
the one thing that may be capable of awakening in that unhappy woman
the divine spark, the possibility of which we have no right to deny
in any human being. And if this is possible, is it surprising that
Leo Nikolaevitch, entirely given up to the service of the divine love
as he is, should untiringly attempt to melt with his love the heart
of the partner of his life whom he once drew to himself, with whom he
shared his past sinful life, and with whom he would also wish to save
his soul?
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