The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His Manuscript — John Shaqi
The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His ManuscriptKittredge, Daniel Wright
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The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His Manuscript
Kittredge, Daniel Wright
Failure (Psychology) -- Fiction; Harvard University -- Fiction; University of Virginia -- Fiction
In that company of Greeks who came to Philip with the request: “Sir, we
would see Jesus;”--did they think that Christ had Grecian blood in his
veins, as his thought indicated?
When I die, will I get my sleep at last in the wide bed which holds us
all? Failures and successes cut much the same figure under the great
green sheet of that bed, don’t they?
Sandy, the moon has set and will not answer me. You may go to sleep,
Sandy. I am going out for an early morning walk and gather us some
mushrooms before the sun strikes them.
VII
I am in a warm part of the world where the sun is always vertical.
I should judge that I must be somewhere in the tropic of Capricorn.
Magnificent forests stretch away from the spot where I am lying, but
immediately before me is a grove of the wild date palm, while I myself
am luxuriating in the midst of gigantic grasses. I seem to be overcome
with deep drowsiness. Yet my mind is quick to such a degree that I am
able to contemplate an endless panorama that is unwinding before me.
My body is bare in the white sunlight, but my head is kept cool by the
lush green shade of the date palm. Let me watch that figure in the
panorama.
I observe that the figure is a male. He is seated at the trunk of a
tree on the edge of the forest. I set my eyes steadily upon him and
perceive that his jaw projects as it does in all brutes, his nose is
rudimentary, his hide is covered with silken hairs, his face partially
naked, and when he turns his back to me I can see that his buttocks
are callous. He is devouring fruit; but he is of a prying, inquisitive
nature and examines what he eats. His mate, overhead in the branches,
is likewise eating, and feeding their single offspring, but her meal
is upon cocoanuts, which she throws at other of her kind who draw near
to their tree.
When lo! of a sudden, I see the male figure try to raise himself off
all fours. He appears to find it most difficult to stand erect for more
than a moment, for his head is thrown forward, and he stands awkwardly
upon the sides of his two rear feet. He keeps, trying, trying, and
each time that I see him erect himself, he takes a look afar off,
and gradually from these attempts, lo and behold! his forehead rises
slowly, his jaw is receding, his eye develops, he can see his enemy at
a distance!
Who is this enemy? I scan the outer skirts of the forest and perceive
another male figure, fashioned like himself. Only this one approaches
on all fours, whereas his upright brother has already seen him and is
striving to prepare for his attack. I can see his front claws itch and
quiver with indecision, when, ha! one claw spreads out from the others
and the thumb is born! Now he is thinking. An idea is germinating!
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