The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His ManuscriptKittredge, Daniel Wright
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The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His Manuscript
Kittredge, Daniel Wright
Failure (Psychology) -- Fiction; Harvard University -- Fiction; University of Virginia -- Fiction
His enemy is creeping slowly upon him, imagining himself unseen,
little knowing of his disadvantage of being upon all fours. With a
hideous yell he springs into view. But our upright brother is calmly
chattering. He has used that thumb--he has grasped a club! The enemy
is awe-stricken at that erect figure, which drives him to cover and
strikes him dead.
The mate in the tree screams with exultation, the offspring leaps to
her bosom, and both descend to embrace their upright spouse and father
in a perfect whirl of chattering. Inarticulate chattering, most unlike
speech, but still chattering--for Love was born.
And those other enemies, those tremendous enemies, various and of a
multitude of shapes, some as big as a mastodon--think of it!--he can
see them away in the distance in season to escape. He pats himself with
a sense of relief. He even kisses his wife.
Scenes shift before me; and there is a persistent blank in the
panorama. This tapestry of the fated past, vast and unknown, winds and
unwinds before me. Yet chaos on the screen is becoming more and more
definite in outline. Yes, praise be given, there is the figure, the
same upright figure, before me again. He is sitting on a rocky beach,
bordering the bank of a gurgling river. His club is beside him. It
is evidently late in the autumn, for the rock pile is covered with
dried leaves. A little animal that he has killed with his club, is
lying beside him. That off-member, the thumb, has grown strong on both
hands, and he is grabbing the smaller boulders with intense delight
and clashing them together. What? A spark flew to the elemental tinder
and the dead leaves are all ablaze. The figure became so frightened at
this sight and so insane in his actions that he fell into the river.
But by the time he scrambled ashore, the blaze had spent its force,
and he noticed that where he shook himself, the water extinguished the
fire. Gracious! What a relief to be without those biting colors once
more. What _did_ cause that trouble? He sits upon his haunches and
ponders until his mind hurts. He is hungry. Where is the animal that he
killed? He looks over at the rock pile with trepidation. Yes, there is
the little carcass, but its fur is gone! He can hardly recognize it.
He summons up courage and snatches it. But it hurts so that he lets it
fall. He sucks his thumb in pain. The new smell! The new taste! Those
biting colors made that rich odor and delicious flavor. How did he make
them? He will make them again! He wants some more cooked meat.
Here the panorama ceased; and I fell inadvertently into a light sleep.
I know not for how long I remained in slumber, but I was abruptly
aroused by cries of “Fire! Fire!” That did not seem to me strange, as
my room is directly opposite an engine house. I rushed to my windows.
I could hear the telephone and the telegraph ring and click in the
engine house. Gong! Gong! The fire tower sounded. Gong! Gong! And there
was the hitching up of the fire patrol.
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